My grandma just looks like weak & getting old by nowadays. She even unable to walk by her own already.. Easily get angry by now.. Those action really like a child.. But I don't have a choice since she is one part of my family & must take turn to care about her.. Sometimes i really got think about she is a burden for all? The answer is NOT.. When she able to take care on us & she did her job quite well for us.. Now is the time for us paying back to her.. I admit it that i will nag awhile when i need to do so but i won't reject for this task at all.. Bear with me.. Thanks..

Just get my SONY a350 DSLR by yesterday night & i willing to try it over my hostel there.. Just simply capture some photo through there.. I guess i still need some time to control this toy.. Any expertise willing to teach me or gather by together for some photo shooting just let me know.. A lot of enquiry about he camera like lens usage & etc.. =)


A couple holding hand.. ^^


See those car park is fully parking with bikes..


I saw him pushing the wheel chair by round and round..


Here is just let motorbike parking only..

I think my mid-term will be worst for this trimester since i'm not good for answering it.
Damm!
During revision that period, i just not focus on it..
Haiz..
Time to wake up already..

Sometimes just saw people keep on bluff for certain issues.
I really bored for that.
Why wanna become like this?
Do i will look down on you?
Keep on acting really fucking tired one at all.

Tired by now & really need to get a sleep first.. Bye..

Just back from cinema.. Since i interest for that topic which is related doom days for earth.. The movie title is "2012".. Overall the storyline still acceptable.. Maybe i just hate cinema since is just small & can't feel the air-con as well.. Damm it..

At morning i just wake up lately since i sleep late as well.. Haha.. Going to keep my stuff because i bring certain rubbish back from Kampar.. Then same be usual.. Playing games & online.. It was fucking bored because i didn't go out & it just rain for whole day..

Starting next week, i guess i will a bit rush since i had to face my assignment & test as well.. Quite a bit tension.. >.<"

Times up.. I gotta go for a game.. See ya..

Honestly i just be recall myself in this few days.. Why suddenly all become that? All the words are gone? I don't know maybe just can say i'm not interest to know anymore.. No more communicate except urgent matters.. Become a bit stiffly.. Haiz..

I just read through some posts which is able to guide me leave this kind of condition & provide me some hints.. Frankly speaking.. it was depends on my choice only..

Until now why i suddenly got those kind idea to say at all? Is that was a wrong timing? I guess so.. But atleast have a good try.. Lazy to write by now already.. See ya..

Btw.. Happy Birthday to my lovely girl.. Belinda..

I really understand what i want for next..

Sometimes I don't want talk & it doesn't means i'm escape..

I really don't know what i should talk only..

So i just choose be quite..

Don't want to think & involved in this kind of ravelment anymore..

Human is emotional one..

Just depends on you how to control with it or not only..

Maybe i'm still need some time to reset all the stuff..

Just bear with me..

Thanks..

Just back at home only.. Super tired by now.. Totally miss my bed since my rubbish bed over my hostel which is quite sucks as well.. T_T Still got a lot of stuff haven't finish keep on it.. Haiz..

Always rain by nowadays & totally annoyed by me since it was quite troublesome for going to the class..

God.. Can you stop raining? Do you notice it will affecting my mood at all?

I wanna have a sleep because i woke up by 6 something in this morning just for the stupid MUET test.. I guess that test also knock me out soon.. T_T

I purposely act what i also don't know since i scare the truth isn't that what i hope to see on it as well.. But truth is quite cruelly & i still need to face on it.. After i tried to save on it but i still unable to maintain those on it as well.. Is that true that you will be like what my friends said? All the facts just showing that you are part of it.. Hopeless.. I just keep on asking myself why? All of my words before it should be change as bull shit? Why don't you just give me the answer straightly? Or you are trying to fool with me as well? It already totally become upset in my life.. I think i able to bear on my mind to ignore it soon.. My friends maybe got their own points & pointing you are really expert for this kind of matters.. I'm quite unhappy by now & i remind myself don't look back on it anymore.. All just will going better & better.. I was really tired & hope you understand what you done by now..

Today, i just listen some words from my lecture class.. She telling some funky but it similar with the general topic one.. Quite enjoy for the her class.. She is teaching us how we communicate..

Why say so? Before it i really don't know how to face on it as well.. Frankly speaking, my mood by now is just quite sux.. May be is the bloody mid-term test & those bla bla bla reason as well.. I'm just thinking about my curious & it will pop up a lot of question marks.. Why so sensitive for those stuff? Who the hell are you? Is that important for me?

I gonna discuss with my friends but all of them just provide the same answer to me.. Pointing me that i'm stupid & like piece of jerk..

Why you want be so stubborn for it?, Now you already become invaluable.. For your own eye.. It just like no point for it anymore.. Get ready for another new one..

This is what they said to me.. >.<"

Everyday I doing the same things & talking the same things.. Oh my gosh.. Im just keep continue struggle for it but it seems like be irritated for me.. I guess is the time to let it all go & make it become as memories.. Embrace each moment with enthusiasm..

I guess it will busy for me in this whole bloody 2 weeks time.. Because i need for facing my MUET test & the mid-term test as well.. Asking about my preparation? I could said is haven't touch a piece of paper yet.. Luckily my parent don't view my blog..

I'm starting to tension already & try to catch up all the notes by understanding those kind of theories.. Memorize those SHIT was quite suffer.. But i don't have other choice as well except to memorize.. Nothing can blocked my way even included you.. Pull down those emotional issues & focus on studies first.. I wanna shining my coursework marks if can.. God bless me as well..

Just finish a short yam cha session & have some jokes with them + gossip as well.. Lazy to write down what we talk by just now.. It was private & confidential.. Going to sleep la.. I still have a stupid non stop class for 9 hours by later.. Nitez..

Until now i just noticed that i'm just like a jerk. Sometimes just thinking which position i should choose? Quite headache when i try to understand this kind of enquiry..

Suddenly just look through some things that i shouldn't see by my own or listen some that i'm not willing to listen.. Every words just like a slice of knife & aim to my heart.. I thought i was able drag out this kind of feeling during that time.. Who knows the emotional make me down & down only.. Damm it..

Oh my gosh.. I just be roll on the bed & keep think about that for whole night.. Why? My brain gonna blow it out soon.. Is that a good time to re-understanding myself & be clear for what i gotta in the next? I'm totally fuck off for this question.. Avoid it.. Hide it.. Ignore it..

Hmm.. I guess i just want publish until this part only.. Good days..