Today is the last day of Year 2009. Everyone is seems like busy to welcome the Year 2010 coming. Haha.. All willing to drop down the old memories & getting for the new hope. I guess i also will be the same as well. I really not sure what i expected from it at all by previously. I guess now is the time to cut it off for those ambiguous issues already. Maybe you are right, actually I really don't understand on it & what i need, just let the time make it become more clearly. I living in my own world & don't expect myself got any changes on it. I guess it was my self-fish personal excuses only which i wanna run of it. Imagination world are always different from your expected in this real world, so i really don't get any kind of dream about it. Lolx.. Gotta stop on it already.. Cheers..

Happy New Year to every one..

Oh my gosh..

Just over a week for my trimester break..

What i had be done for this whole week?

Hmm..

Let me remind first..

Frankly speaking..

Is nothing..

Just sleep, eat, lepak, going for chit-chat session with friends & etc..

All just seems like super duper useless activities.. Lolx..

We gonna have some invisible gap by now?

Just my comments only..

During this moment..

Do we just looks like a stranger..

I guess it was be the most suitable word for that..

If you read it & please don't blame me that i saying these kind of things..

Just telling what i saw & feel only..

I accept that until to that maximum level..

Trying my best as i can already..

But i still feel that i'm just a clown only..

Is ok..

I will following my style back..

I want to see the truth only..

Don't block at all..

May be we just didn't meet for certain period..

Argh... Nonsense.. Craps..

Keep on routine for it..

Do i be clear at all?

Times up..

奋斗是浪漫的吗？

自从我立定决心上进时，就意味着要改变所有的生活习惯，坚持奋斗对我来说异常痛苦。

我以前看过不少电影，往往讲述主角怎样凭着不断奋斗上进得以反败为胜，重中还有令人振奋的音乐衬托，让人联想到奋斗是一件何等浪漫的一件事，但当我深入其中时，一切都变得如此遥远，站在放弃的边缘，无尽的空虚涌上心头。

有哪个人不希望每件事都顺着自己的意愿，开心地完成每一件事，我们切蛋糕时许的愿也不是心想事成，但我用了不少心力，发觉我们要发奋进步只不过是一连串违背自己思想的行为。

人....是不喜欢被人违背的，何况是自己。

我本身就见过不少成功的人为了改变，让自己长期陷入自己不喜欢的环境里。

现代的年轻人大部分都我行我素，又有谁舍得放弃随心所欲的生活，其实我也不例外。

爱情....当然也会如此，其实长久的爱情不是对方长得多美多英俊，而是双方的解决挫折的能力有多高。

八十年代出世的我们已经被人誉为草莓族了，更年轻的更是比草莓更容易受伤敏感，所以我已经很久没看过正正有体谅的爱情了，往往是从开始的激情发展到非常实际现实的阶段，到那时，付负责的人当然能常相厮守，但浪漫的一族就会简简单单地说一句分手吧，这就是我们每件事都希望没挫折的结果，奋斗的人生更是如此。

其实靠脑袋想出绝计成功和喜欢寻找捷径的人只是一线之差，基本上是没有可能，我看我已避免不到长期的奋斗了，而我已习惯现在的生活了，虽然老土但会不断地进步，你不喜欢像我这样吧！

这篇短文是来自于一个朋友的手笔。。

Just went back at home & finish my shower as well..

Is been 4 something morning by now already..

At first i just went for my friend's house to join his Christmas celebration party..

Just stay awhile over there & have some food only.. After that i still gotta attend the next round with other friends..

I got feel something actually by that time but i prefer make it miserable since nowadays got a lot of reader willing to ask me after read about it..
Haha..

Those reader..

You know i'm talking about who already..

Is you..

I might be not so spontaneous by that session.. even i just feel a bit messy during that time..

May be i'm not ready up & i knew what i should do..

I'm still not drunk yet.. Haha..

Time for sleep.. Merry Christmas to everyone..

Finally i finish my bloody final.. But i still not confidence on my subjects at all.. Haiz.. Just let it be natural.. Now is the time to relax.. Haha..

When i back at home.. The first things that i do is lie on my bed with air-con.. Home sweet home.. Haha..

Got 2 weeks break by now & what i should plan for this period? Lepak at where? Still don't have any idea yet.. Hehe..

I guess i gotta a lot of rubbish wanna clear off by now since is the end of the year already..

Lazy to write already since i wanna take a nap.. See ya..

Aiks.. I can't go back home celebrate this festival & eat the sweet dumplings by this year.. Damm it.. Why? Just because i need to sit the bloody final exam at 23rd.. Overall i still haven't finish study all the chapters & blogging over here by now.. Lolx.. Gonna die soon.. Anyone able to help me? Just simply come over here to shout out only.. Anyways.. Happy Midwinter Festival to you all & enjoy your reunion with your beloved family.. 冬至快乐！

Just finish enjoying the campfire at my secondary school.. Overall performance still acceptable since many years didn't attend this kind of activity already.. This campfire gather up a lot of former back to school & have a crazy night..

First at all, when i going back to school & look around.. A lot of people are changed.. Some of them just be the father already.. Haha.. Looks like i also been old already.. =(

Before that campfire night.. All are stay back for the last preparation.. My buddy been crazy & make the steamboat at school.. Totally nuts with them.. Lolx..

Most happy that we all those same batch can meet up & have some chit-chat session.. After complete the event, we just gossiping & remind back the old funny memories in school that time. Quite good & relax since all are old buddy one.. Really hope can get another one by as soon as possible..

Sleepy already.. Tata..


Main Stage..


Backup Stage..


All looks like tired..


Jia Fei & M3


Stop shooting us la..

看这张纯真的插图，大家有什么感觉呢？作家可是和我同校的哦！他就是朱威龙先生。我只是想放出来和大家一起欣赏而已！

那对情侣真的画得不错。。还有我喜欢那对兔子！



虽然是人比人比死人，但人生很多方面只不过是比较出来的，我看了一个很有趣的文章，原来每个人都是以自己为中心，大部分所谓的以别人为本都变得自欺欺人，怎么说呢？当我们看到石头和花朵时，要你在其中选一样你认为比较重要的，你一定会选花，因为花是和你一样有生命的，而石头是没生命的；然后再将花和狗比较时，虽然花和狗都是有生命的，但你会觉得狗比较接近自己，当中你就会选狗；接着再拿狗和人比较，答案更不用质疑，当然是人；人和朋友比较，答案是朋友；再将朋友和家人比较的话，我们会选家人；家人和伴侣比较的话，大部分人都会选伴侣，当中我们可以体会到原来人是以自己为本。你想象有一天突然发生灾难，你会牺牲自己而成全他或她吗？这幅画讽刺的地方是就算小狗正在破坏美丽的花，但我们还是只觉得小狗的可爱。很多负心的人就是以自己为中心而辜负了伴侣，但大部分在事业上很有成就的人无一不是以自我为中心的，以自我为中心就容易出轨，当中我们又怎样去平衡呢？世界上有在事业上永远不满足而在爱情上一个就够的人吗？当中你又怎样选择呢？大前提是幸福的话，到底我们要跟随有野心或甘于平凡的人呢？大部分野心都是属于自我为中心的而大部分甘于平凡的人才容易从一而终。矛盾...矛盾，就像刺猬和情侣之间拥抱的矛盾那样矛盾。其实.....做什么都随你兴趣吧！

I guess i moody just because not enough sleep for this 2 nights.. Opps.. Is should said didn't sleep for 2 nights at all since it i got 2 papers to sit for this 2 days.. Damm..

Overall i can said goodbye with those papers already.. I study those parts just didn't out at all.. Congra to me to repeat those units..

This saturday night gotta attend the camp fire in my secondary school.. Quite miss those activities.. Meet those junior & fool with them first.. Haha.. Stay tuned..

She already finish up her final & gonna enjoy with her holidays.. But i still got 1 more remaining week to go.. Sob.. Anyways.. Pretty.. Enjoy your holiday la.. =)

I guess time to stop already.. Tata..

I just finish up my first paper in this trimester. Totally no confidence about that paper since i get the wrong info from others. Shit.. I guess it may fail for this subject. Quite worry about it.. I spent my sleeping time to study on it & some of the part that memorize is not coming out on this exam.. Damm it.. Tomorrow i still gotta sit another paper.. Haiz..

Really hope tomorrow's that subject can out about what i know & don't be so tricky for those question..


Lazy to continue on it by now.. Bye..

一个苦者找到一个和尚倾诉他的心事。
他说：“我放不下一些事，放不下一些人。”
和尚说：“没有什么东西是放不下的。”
他说：“这些事和人我就偏偏放不下。”
和尚让她拿着一个茶杯，然后就往里面倒热水，一直倒到水溢出来。 苦者被烫到马上松开了手。
和尚说：“这个世界上没有什么事是放不下的，痛了，你自然就会放下。”
你可能觉得难过
因为无论你对她怎么好
她都不领情
她不是看不到
她只是装作看不到
或者她根本不想看到
你觉得自己很喜欢她
甚至觉得再没有一个人可以像你那么喜欢她
你用尽全力对她好
把她看的比自己还重要
有什么事情第一个就想到她
联系不到她的时候你担心她担心的快疯了
然而你有没有想过
这并不在你的责任范围
而且很有可能她是在躲着你
她受不了你对她那么好
不要一直发短信给她
不要一直找她
你也许只是想找她说说话
你觉得那很正常不算苛求
但是也许她并不这么想
记住你的想法不代表她的想法
你是真的不求回报的在喜欢她吗
你扪心自问一下
你确定不用她回报什么吗
那为什么你会难过
若是真的一无所求
你又怎么会觉得难过呢
所以别觉得你那么爱她是伟大的
也许她根本不在乎你怎么为她付出
有时候你给她的爱或许是种负担
这种负担只会让她更加想远离你
因为她不想亏欠你
别事事为她担心为她张罗
你觉得她没有你不行
你觉得别人做不到你那么完善
但是你要清楚
你不是她要的那个人
你做的再完善也敌不过人家不做
那个位置本来就不是你的
你何必硬要挤上去呢
你说道理你都懂只是你做不好
喜欢她不是你的错
想关心她不是你的错
控制不住自己不是你的错
但是那是你的方式
人家不一定就能接受你这种所谓无私的爱
所以如果你喜欢她她不喜欢你
那么就请你默默的
别试图让她知道
就算你会难过甚至难过的流泪
就请你默默的
就算是逼自己也好
一定要忍着

傻孩子．
忘了吧．
所有你留恋的．
你回忆的．
你拥有过的．
那些．
都已是记忆．
缺失并不可怕．
可怕的．
是无法面对．

傻孩子．
你无法轻易忘记放弃．
是因为你付出过．
付出了．
她就会像柱子一样扎根在心．
不要刻意去逃避．
刻意忘记．
那只会让你更痛苦．
绕开这个柱子．
寻找未来的幸福生活吧．
那里．
有你的理想．

傻孩子．
开始新的习惯吧．
习惯．
每天一个人生活．
习惯．
一个人过生日．
一个人行走．
习惯．
走过熟悉的路．
面对熟悉的景．
你逃不掉．
逃不掉的．
那么．
就勇敢面对．
现实．
现实是．
一切．
画上了句点．

傻孩子．
勇敢看着镜子中的自己吧．
这个悲伤软弱满面憔悴的自己．
这也是你．
成长中的你．
这个你．
正在逐渐死去．
新的你．
即将重生．
找寻你的路．
你的未来．
你知道的．
所有的浩劫．
都是成长的祭奠．
做最好的自己．
即使．
一个人．

傻孩子．
好．好．尽情发泄吧．
剥开自己的心．
用文字．
用声音．
用所有能发泄的方式．
泄完了．
就要振作．
看吧．
你失去的．
其实微不足道．
还有那么多人关心着你．
以不同的方式．
所以．
你并不孤独．
正是这样的失去．
让你看清现在所拥有的幸福．

傻孩子．
别哭．
别再哭．
不值得．
真的．
不值得了．
把过去尘封吧．
别委屈．
别不甘心．
别不接受．
开始新的旅程吧．
去遇见新的风景．
新的际遇．
做你该做的事吧．
有很多事．
等待着你完成呢．

傻孩子．
生活褪去了曾有的颜色．
暂时宁静．
别沉沦在这片宁静里．
那会毁掉你．
你要明白．
虽然残忍．
但这个决定．
足够正确．
现在的生活．
不是你想要的．
为了你的理想．
你必须学会适时放弃．
给对方最好的关怀．
就是．
变的更好．
更强大．
更幸福．
现在我对你很好、很好、很好，
你不需要、你无所谓、你不在乎，你不珍惜。。。。
当某天，你被伤害，想起我。
那时的我再也做不到像现在这样一如既往、不顾一切的对你好了。。。
因为那时的我，已经将你放下。。。。

Just read this post from other.. Quite meaningful.. So just share it..

Seems like i already stop for blogging around 2 weeks time.. How are you all? Firstly, i would like to apologize on it because i really busy for my mid-term test & assignment as well.. But i just feel a bit sad since not so much people visiting over here already.. Sob..

In pass 2 weeks I just a bit rushing on my academic stuff.. I knew i must gone through that at all.. No CHOICE.. Don't worry for that i will be nuts since i still have time for my photo snapping.. I got pay attention to study the camera's user guide at all.. Haha..

I still got time to lepak for trying American's food.. Looks yummy..

We have the wonderful conversation for last few days.. I really get the means from it & appreciate from that.. Thanks for it..

Next week i gonna sit for my bloody final already.. Is the time to work hard.. Gambateh for all candidates..


Looks good? It cost around RM 40.. =.="


Time for "makan"..

My grandma just looks like weak & getting old by nowadays. She even unable to walk by her own already.. Easily get angry by now.. Those action really like a child.. But I don't have a choice since she is one part of my family & must take turn to care about her.. Sometimes i really got think about she is a burden for all? The answer is NOT.. When she able to take care on us & she did her job quite well for us.. Now is the time for us paying back to her.. I admit it that i will nag awhile when i need to do so but i won't reject for this task at all.. Bear with me.. Thanks..

Just get my SONY a350 DSLR by yesterday night & i willing to try it over my hostel there.. Just simply capture some photo through there.. I guess i still need some time to control this toy.. Any expertise willing to teach me or gather by together for some photo shooting just let me know.. A lot of enquiry about he camera like lens usage & etc.. =)


A couple holding hand.. ^^


See those car park is fully parking with bikes..


I saw him pushing the wheel chair by round and round..


Here is just let motorbike parking only..

I think my mid-term will be worst for this trimester since i'm not good for answering it.
Damm!
During revision that period, i just not focus on it..
Haiz..
Time to wake up already..

Sometimes just saw people keep on bluff for certain issues.
I really bored for that.
Why wanna become like this?
Do i will look down on you?
Keep on acting really fucking tired one at all.

Tired by now & really need to get a sleep first.. Bye..

Just back from cinema.. Since i interest for that topic which is related doom days for earth.. The movie title is "2012".. Overall the storyline still acceptable.. Maybe i just hate cinema since is just small & can't feel the air-con as well.. Damm it..

At morning i just wake up lately since i sleep late as well.. Haha.. Going to keep my stuff because i bring certain rubbish back from Kampar.. Then same be usual.. Playing games & online.. It was fucking bored because i didn't go out & it just rain for whole day..

Starting next week, i guess i will a bit rush since i had to face my assignment & test as well.. Quite a bit tension.. >.<"

Times up.. I gotta go for a game.. See ya..

Honestly i just be recall myself in this few days.. Why suddenly all become that? All the words are gone? I don't know maybe just can say i'm not interest to know anymore.. No more communicate except urgent matters.. Become a bit stiffly.. Haiz..

I just read through some posts which is able to guide me leave this kind of condition & provide me some hints.. Frankly speaking.. it was depends on my choice only..

Until now why i suddenly got those kind idea to say at all? Is that was a wrong timing? I guess so.. But atleast have a good try.. Lazy to write by now already.. See ya..

Btw.. Happy Birthday to my lovely girl.. Belinda..

I really understand what i want for next..

Sometimes I don't want talk & it doesn't means i'm escape..

I really don't know what i should talk only..

So i just choose be quite..

Don't want to think & involved in this kind of ravelment anymore..

Human is emotional one..

Just depends on you how to control with it or not only..

Maybe i'm still need some time to reset all the stuff..

Just bear with me..

Thanks..

Just back at home only.. Super tired by now.. Totally miss my bed since my rubbish bed over my hostel which is quite sucks as well.. T_T Still got a lot of stuff haven't finish keep on it.. Haiz..

Always rain by nowadays & totally annoyed by me since it was quite troublesome for going to the class..

God.. Can you stop raining? Do you notice it will affecting my mood at all?

I wanna have a sleep because i woke up by 6 something in this morning just for the stupid MUET test.. I guess that test also knock me out soon.. T_T

I purposely act what i also don't know since i scare the truth isn't that what i hope to see on it as well.. But truth is quite cruelly & i still need to face on it.. After i tried to save on it but i still unable to maintain those on it as well.. Is that true that you will be like what my friends said? All the facts just showing that you are part of it.. Hopeless.. I just keep on asking myself why? All of my words before it should be change as bull shit? Why don't you just give me the answer straightly? Or you are trying to fool with me as well? It already totally become upset in my life.. I think i able to bear on my mind to ignore it soon.. My friends maybe got their own points & pointing you are really expert for this kind of matters.. I'm quite unhappy by now & i remind myself don't look back on it anymore.. All just will going better & better.. I was really tired & hope you understand what you done by now..

Today, i just listen some words from my lecture class.. She telling some funky but it similar with the general topic one.. Quite enjoy for the her class.. She is teaching us how we communicate..

Why say so? Before it i really don't know how to face on it as well.. Frankly speaking, my mood by now is just quite sux.. May be is the bloody mid-term test & those bla bla bla reason as well.. I'm just thinking about my curious & it will pop up a lot of question marks.. Why so sensitive for those stuff? Who the hell are you? Is that important for me?

I gonna discuss with my friends but all of them just provide the same answer to me.. Pointing me that i'm stupid & like piece of jerk..

Why you want be so stubborn for it?, Now you already become invaluable.. For your own eye.. It just like no point for it anymore.. Get ready for another new one..

This is what they said to me.. >.<"

Everyday I doing the same things & talking the same things.. Oh my gosh.. Im just keep continue struggle for it but it seems like be irritated for me.. I guess is the time to let it all go & make it become as memories.. Embrace each moment with enthusiasm..

I guess it will busy for me in this whole bloody 2 weeks time.. Because i need for facing my MUET test & the mid-term test as well.. Asking about my preparation? I could said is haven't touch a piece of paper yet.. Luckily my parent don't view my blog..

I'm starting to tension already & try to catch up all the notes by understanding those kind of theories.. Memorize those SHIT was quite suffer.. But i don't have other choice as well except to memorize.. Nothing can blocked my way even included you.. Pull down those emotional issues & focus on studies first.. I wanna shining my coursework marks if can.. God bless me as well..

Just finish a short yam cha session & have some jokes with them + gossip as well.. Lazy to write down what we talk by just now.. It was private & confidential.. Going to sleep la.. I still have a stupid non stop class for 9 hours by later.. Nitez..

Until now i just noticed that i'm just like a jerk. Sometimes just thinking which position i should choose? Quite headache when i try to understand this kind of enquiry..

Suddenly just look through some things that i shouldn't see by my own or listen some that i'm not willing to listen.. Every words just like a slice of knife & aim to my heart.. I thought i was able drag out this kind of feeling during that time.. Who knows the emotional make me down & down only.. Damm it..

Oh my gosh.. I just be roll on the bed & keep think about that for whole night.. Why? My brain gonna blow it out soon.. Is that a good time to re-understanding myself & be clear for what i gotta in the next? I'm totally fuck off for this question.. Avoid it.. Hide it.. Ignore it..

Hmm.. I guess i just want publish until this part only.. Good days..

Hmm.. Tonight i didn't go for the Halloween party.. Be a guai zai.. Mom was fall a sick already.. T_T

Stay at home argue with my bro, online, work, play, text & sleep as the activities for whole day.. Haha.. The weekend just end by fast.. Sob sob..

My mid-term test are near around the corner.. But i'm still in the blur mode.. Oh my gosh.. It was scary for me..

Just finish up watching a suck movie in TGV that movie's name is "Ninja".. Not worth to watch about it.. Ignore it please..

Anyways.. Happy Halloween & Happy birthday to Ken as well..

Oh my gosh, i just finish clean up my new room. Damm tired as well.. Since it was some internet connection problem & cause me can't upload this post.. Sorry..

I moving out from Harvard Hostel to Ghanny Corner those shop lots start from next month.. Congra me.. =)

Facilities over there sure sucks if i compare with my previous one but i don't mind, i believe that i still able to survive for it..

Hope i can suit the new environment & make me work better & harder.. Must go through with that.. Haha.. Tired.. Wanna sleep already.. Nitez..

Oh my gosh.. Wake up by 6 something in this morning.. Don't be misunderstanding.. I got class at 8am - 5.30pm. Damm horrible for this kind of timetable.. Stupid University..

At first, i just sit over there be bored for 3 hours by listening the OS classes.. Gonna kill myself by as soon as possible.. Really fucking bored for the classes..

Luckily i got attend the IPC class. Atleast i can listen some jokes & laugh awhile by today.. Haha..

We all just gossiping through the internet.. Why all so cheap & busy body one ah.. >.<"

Now got a bit headache & wanna sleep.. Tata..

I got my IPC class at 10am. But i still be as usual.. Late comer.. >.<"

At first i go into the class & shock. What the hell.. Why this class got many peoples one? Force me to sit at first row.. Warn us for playing lock door game if anyone who late more than 10 minutes.. Damm.. It wasn't my style la.. Overall, the lecturer quite funny during her class since she will talk some jokes.. The stupid OS class just cancel without any notice.. Kanasai..

3 weeks didn't eat Ah Ma's cook & soup already in Kampar.. Still ok la for the food.. Lazy to write already since now almost 12am & tomorrow i got a bloody schedule which 8.30am - 5.30pm for the classes by NON-STOP! Nitez..

First day.. I go to the class same as usual means going there by late.. Haha.. When i reach there & open the door from the lecture hall.. I was shocked because all just empty.. Just noticed that the memo is stacked over outside about class cancel.. Faint..

After that when i back home.. My house electricity is been cut off.. What the hell for this kind of situation will be appear with me.. Totally sucks for that.. TNB really so efficiency for the cut off.. =) No electricity means no life over here.. We all housemates just stand outside chit-chatting about someone, laugh for it & gambling.. Feel a bit weird by that time but NO CHOICE since the computer all are can't operate.. Luckily it was able to get back the electricity afterwards.. Thanks GOD!

Hoho.. I found some tricky news & share with them.. Really laugh until wanna roll over the floor.. XD We all gather once in msn & talk about it after read through.. Ngek ngek.. If you are part of us by that time, just be quiet & make it looks a bit mystery since the owner request to do so.. =)

Time to chao already.. Nitez.. XP

Oh my gosh.. So fast I had been spent all of my semester break.. During that period, I just go for lepak, travel, eat, sleep, play & etc.. All activities just don't have any contribute on myself or others.. I'm still not ready up yet, still in holiday mood.. Haha..

Tomorrow will be starting my 3rd semester, it was a short short semester as well. The timetable is quite sucks for me but no choice since I don't have much choices for it.. Don't know those subject for this semester will be difficult or not? It could be a big changes & challenging for myself. So.. Please bless for me.. XD

Thinking back when we got together?

In my hearts I were saying forever.

But jealousy wasn't what I wanted.

So, I decide to stop.

The way we laughed,

The way we talked,

I never thought that I would miss all the things I used to say about you.

I'm just glad to see an end for it.

But tell me why I still feel so alone without you?

Cause I remember every word that you said.

It all just keeps spinning around in my head.

But it don't matter what I try to do.

I keep on forgetting to forget about you and I don't want to think about you so much.

All the things we did and the way that we touched is the time to end.

How come I suddenly pop this kind of thinking & write it down?

Argh.. Lazy to write already..

Good days to everyone.. XD

Don't why suddenly got this kind of mood.. Maybe got a lot of causes.. Be fucking around with it.. Care too much & i will gone faster.. Maybe just only me to think about it.. Just pissed me off.. Is the time to pull over & leave it alone.. Best choice..

I'm tried to control on it over & over but still unable to do so.. It might be the most difficult time for me.. But i think i able to pass through with it..

Quite tired by now.. Is the time for sleep.. Brand new days is waiting me.. Nitez..

Is been 5.30am already by now. I'm still open my eye by playing with my PDA & writing blog as well. Just can't sleep & think for something. Lazy to saw or listen up on it. Just routine for everyday. I feel fucking bored on it as well. Lazy to talk much over here by now since it was a rainy mode for me. Gotta feel better soon.

Drafting a new plan & can i success for that? Still not sure yet.. Hope it works.. =) Not matter how hard for that, i must achieve it! Doing the right things in a right times!

Good days & Happy Deepavali to all Indians. XD

Start from now i should be clearly understand about the human personality is what. What i should do & what i shouldn't. Really hate to be continue by wearing a mask & act on the rest of my life.

For you, i really don't know what i able to say with it already. Many of facts is showed & I guess is the time to pull the brake to stop for it. You should know what to do for the next step. Just forgive my ruthless. It was a good for each other. You may say i'm stingy since i was a human also. Can't always be the clown & fool by you.

If give me an option, i guess i still remain the same answer since it was a fact that i need to face for it. Good days for you. =)

I just noticed up my ex-boss's company was expanding larger & larger while i got chit-chating with them through the facebook. Frankly speaking.. Working over there is quite enjoyable. Why i say so? Firstly, not much of rules over there. Colleagues are nice & freak in certain field, high-tech stuff owner. Boss are crazy in cars! Wakaka..

I just feel quite stress during the first day to work over there. Whole day just able to talk with the english only. My Manglish (Malay + English) language just looks sounds for funny for me if compare with them. Haha.. But they also feel nothing.. Still acceptable for my level. =)

They’re friendly to newbies like me and also to the environment. Funny and entertaining and they’re all crazy about food… Majority of them just be a drunker, smoker, joker & etc.. Really glad to work with them in a big family..

I miss them much & i hope able to work with them by future.. Good Days..

Ms. Chuah told me that she is pass on her final through the MSN.. First response from me which is feel happy about this great news.. We got talk a lot by just now.. Hope you can be more though not matter how in your future. Gambateh.. XD

For those who success in their final.. I really glad to hearing that Shu Ning & William is clear their paper.. You are granted with the ticket for your convocation soon.. Congra for you both again.. Your future will be better & better.

For those who fail on it, just don't give up.. Work hard & achieve the goal that you aim..

Finally i know my result. Overall is better than i expected since i worry my DSA will be fail. I got told my mom about my result & she just say to me like this "Then must be work hard since i still able to continue with it!" So, starting from now.. I must be work hard la.. =) Nothing will be more important than study.. Gambateh.. Chin Seng!

I just slept for an hour only by fixing that GPS. Then 5am already wake up to be ready up. Because need to go Genting.. Totally insane la.. >.<"

We all gather up at 7am then just starting our plan.. At first, who participated on this activity? Kok weng, yashi, Ken, Tong Yun & M3. Haha..

Before we depart sure we need to take some meal as breakfast. Right? I damm hungry by this morning as well.. You should know why.. >.<" We planned go to the Hill City Hotel for dim sum. Those dim sum overall from there quite ok la.. But confirm better than "Jalan Ipoh" there that one. Wakaka.. William please forgive me..

We officially start our journey at 7.50am.. During the journey, crapping is the most important part.. Sooner all just be pig in the car & just left me & ken don't sleep. It was silly rain during we go. But.. Nothing can affect our schedule. Haha!

Around 10.30am, we all reach over Genting Skyway there already. Happy & excited mode is started. During we all sit into the cable car & wanna go the genting there, we all just keep on scare yashi by telling the possibility for the failure in the cable car. Haha..

11am.. We stuck in Genting already.. I just shout.. "Casino.. I'm coming lo.." But they wanna go have a walk first.. >.<" So.. I need to follow as well.. We just go outdoor theme park lepak since we own the free tickets.. After that we just choose Pizza Hut as our lunch.. Suddenly we just saw Loke's family a.k.a my friend's family appear in Genting.. I was shock by that time as well.. But not so big response.. =.="

After finish the lunch, i'm just stucked in casino until 5 something since i had finish contribute my cash to Uncle Lim. I saw that casino staff which is quite pretty.. But confirm is elder than me.. Sob Sob..

Since we all need to wait kok weng them finish their contribute to Genting, i just join with Tong Yun them in Starbucks & facebook-ing over there. =) Around 6pm, we just leave genting. Officially finish spent 7 hours in this city of entertainment. Lolx..

As the conclusion.. It was tired but got fun as well.. Let's see the photo that we capture.. XD


I just stand up & simply capture on it through the windows..


Yashi not dare to look on this kind of view.. >.<"


Yashi Love McDonald's


We kacau at behind.. >.<"


We all discuss what we contribute to Genting in Starbucks.. Lolx!


Shoot over Starbucks there.. =)


Shoot inside a Cable Car.. >.<"


Why Kok Weng looks so down?


M3 | Ken


Tong Yun.. I can't grab you.. >.<"


Does ken just like so "Miang" >.<"


Shooting Gang..


Ken is already drunk?


Say cheese.. XP


Enjoyable trip.. Have a laugh..


- Tong Yun (Chief Financial Officer) which is the one who providing the finance issue in this activity.
- Ken (Chief Operating Officer) which is the one who driving in this activity.
- Joseph (Chief Executive Officer) which is the one who organize & plan for this activity.


M3 | Yashi.. She force me to capture with her. >.<"

I just finish msn conversation with Chloe. She told me that she quite support on my blog. Totally surprise & thanks for her support.

Really appreciate all of the reader by viewing on my blog. My writing over my blog might be quite rude & not so proper for the english level as well. Please ignore it if my words got offense on you. XD

I need to fix my garmin now since i gotta go Genting by tomorrow morning.. Now already is 2am.. Later 6am i need to be ready up.. >.<"

I understanding that gossip will be appear in all over mankind. Everyone own the different kind of personality & we just trying to accept or tolerance each other.

I just feel someone is starting ridicule with me but i'm just ignore with it first. Because i really lazy to offence for it. I admit that i don't have such kind of things. So what? You own it then is should be your business. Just go ahead & proud with it. Don't involving me as the comparison.. OK?

I had my own decision or choice. I want to be how or whatever i want to be & i guess it was my problem. If i able to do so, sure i will do on it, but sometime i really can't & I don't need any permission from you or any explanation to you when i say "NO". Do i so close with you? What the fuck you wanna saying a lot of craps on it to others when I say "NO"? You just keep your mouth shut la! Either you just wanna show off that you own it with your enjoyable mood in front of everyone?

Come on.. You starting be over my tolerance already.. Your fucking mindset, attitude & talk just make me hates on you by now only & i want to remind you that you faced it as before also as well! Just think it twice before you talk! Idiot!

No need think who is that idiot! It was you! =)

Just get the sad news that my friend's sister was pass away in an accident. It was just showing that our life really soft & tiny. Anything can be happen in any minute as well. I'm just feel that i'm be so lucky seems i always escape from the death for 3 times since all of it also involved in accident. Thanks god.. =) Rest In Peace for the victim..

Just went KL at 4th & 5th of October 2009. Overall is super tired for this trip. >.<"

First of all, my train ticket is 1.19am. But the train just arrive at 3am. I totally spent almost 2 hours to sit over the KTM station. Damm it.. We reach over KL Sentral at 7am & we just straight take the LRT to go Wangsa Maju meet with my friends.

In this journey, we got Peir hwa, Tong Yun, Kok Weng, Yashi, Chloe, William & M3. We all just decide to go Jalan Ipoh for having the dim sum as breakfast. By that time I just notice that what is the difference for the dim sum between in Ipoh & KL. Lolx!

On that day, we just hang around in KLCC, Pavillion, Sg Wang, Plaza Lowyat & Jalan Petaling as well. Totally nuts for that by going a lot of places in short period. At night we just go for SS2 to grab dinner. All looks so tired especially Yashi them. Already tell them it will be a tired trip, but still want be so stubborn to continue with that. >.<"

After we going back to Wangsa Maju & take a bath. It was around 11 something already at night. Then they just plan for a yam cha session & all of us just go for Kopitiam which is near Sri Rampai there. We all just chit-chatting & gossip over there. We all totally talking on someone.. Haha..

The next day, we just simply go out have a lunch & after that we just going KL Sentral to wait the train for going back. Tired...

Lazy to continue already since i'm really tired by now.. Just enjoy the photo at below..


I looks so dumb.. While i capture with Chloe.. >.<"


Tong Yun Love Chloe.. XD


Tong yun keep on want capture me..


Tong Yun.. Stop kacau me la..


Force me to smile.. >.<"


Just took over Wangsa Maju there. KL is looks pretty?

The Mid-Autumn Festival, also known as the Moon Festival, or in Chinese, Zhongqiu Jie, is a popular harvest festival celebrated by Chinese people, dating back over 3,000 years to moon worship in China's Shang Dynasty. In Malaysia, it is also sometimes referred to as the Lantern Festival or Mooncake Festival.

The Mid-Autumn Festival is held on the 15th day of the eighth month in the Chinese calendar, which is usually around late September or early October in the Gregorian calendar. It is a date that parallels the autumn and spring Equinoxes of the solar calendar, when the moon is supposedly at its fullest and roundest.

The traditional food of this festival is the mooncake, of which there are many different varieties. The Mid-Autumn Festival is one of the few most important holidays in the Chinese calendar, the others being Chinese New Year and Winter Solstice, and is a legal holiday in several countries. Traditionally, on this day, Chinese family members and friends will gather to admire the bright mid-autumn harvest moon, and eat moon cakes and pomelos together. Accompanying the celebration, there are additional cultural or regional customs, such as:
- Eating moon cakes outside under the moon
- Carrying brightly lit lanterns, lighting lanterns on towers, floating sky lanterns
- Burning incense in reverence to deities including Chang'er

We just do simply celebration in my house since all just be adult already. Just simply pray on it & fire up with candles. Lolx! Time to pack my stuff because i wanna go to KL by midnight.

Now is the time to prepare for the Mooncake Festival celebration. But it was an accident happened in Ipoh during I having my McDonald that time. I heard my friends said that shop collapse in Fair Park there. So i just busy body & went to over there. I just totally shock when i saw this happen. Oh my gosh.. it just looks like that area is been attack by the earthquake.. Actually it wasn't.. I just saying is similar only.. XD

Base on some outsource which is saying that those shop lots are empty & don't have any people stay over there anymore since it was under the demolition progress. But got certain vehicles were involved in this accident & cause 2 victims are stuck inside the car because those stones just hold down their vehicle. At the end, the rescue team just trying out to prop up the stone to rescue them. Finally they been rescue out that time but already is dying out. God will bless you all.

Just share some photo out for you all.

Totally is a suck day by today. Just finish lodge a report from police station! Park the motor over ipoh parade there also can be steal. Kanasai.. Why suddenly become like that? Damm.. I wanna nuts already.. Firstly i thought is MBI toll it. But at the end is certify that it is been CURI. ~!@#$%^&*() -> This alien word is I cursing to that thief. My motor plate number is AFB 3262 which is a black color EX5. Anyone just saw it please let me know by asap. I want my motor back. I really love it much. Sob sob..

Super duper down la.. Any gals willing to tum me back.. >.<"

Usually just wake up, brush teeth, bath, eating, smsing, playing. I just keep on routine for this few days & starting to be dumb as well. Always keep on expecting good things will happen on me, but the result always sucks for me! Haiz.. What the hell is going on about myself? Lolx!

Nowadays in Ipoh i just always go out lepak & have a drinks with friends only. Really nothing to do over here. Sob sob.. Just finish drink with friends at Old Town Kopitiam which is near Ipoh Garden East there. Have a simply chit chat with them only since some of them just back from UK & Singapore. Saw a lot of girls over there by tonight. Haha!

Quite blur by now.. Sleep better.. Lazy to watch the UEFA matches by later. =)

I just look through the top gear & found it this comment on Perodua Myvi..

"Brakes are rubbish, rides are rubbish, sits are rubbish" "This is the car you drive with a long face" "I rather be inside Paul Scholes"

quote by Top Gear.

Although i'm be the user of this car by often. I still acceptable because i don't have other choices as well. Haha! It was an economic car & what we should expect for it? I guess nothing much we can do on it. I'm not those car expert which testing a lot of car by everyday. I just watch over this part & laugh through for his face when he comment on Perodua Myvi & Proton Satria Neo by that time. =) Just share up the video & let you you all enjoy. XD

During this semester break.. I guess i'm just busy for my work only.. Always answering the calls, replying message & doing the delivery business for dealing my hard disk since i own a huge quantity by now & i need clear my stock by asap.. Really tired to entertain those negotiable buyer since my profit not so high.. Haha! So.. Are you interest to grab one unit from me? XD

Here is the part of my 1TB Hard Disk as below..



After i finish my business.. I guess i just take a break first, really no idea what i should continue to do so.. Is the time to list down a new wish list that i want to own.. It could be a car, DSLR camera, house & a lot of cash. =)

Next week i think i will go for other places lepak, eat, sleep & etc.. You are welcome to join with me by together. I plan to grab some Sushi, Sashimi, Seafood Tempura and Teriyaki Chicken. Why nowadays i'm addicting on Japanese food? Because it just taste so yummy on it.. Wakaka.. Unluckily is my hometown just lack of this kind of funky & special restaurant.. Haiz..

Gambateh.. I want grab more cash by now.. =)

I really thanks for those birthday wishes by using calls, sms & facebook. Thanks for it again. I just pass through my birthday without anything special. Just simply have my dinner & go out lepak with friends. But i got a lot of things i willing to own for my wish list such as have to pass my bloody final, own a car, buy a bungalow, destroying a super computer, throwing a new mobile device & etc.

Actually i really don't know want to write what by now. Just simply throw some words only. Haha.. It almost midnight & is the time to sleep. Bye.. XD

I just found up some special video which showing the super super talented boy because he just 11 years old & can be dance until so well. Totally awesome for him. Really unbelievable.. =) I just post up the video & let you all enjoy for it. XD

I just came back from kampar by 7am this morning then i just go to grab some dim sum over foo shan there with friends. Totally sleepy & tired during this morning because i just sleep not more than 3 hours at all. Damm..

After that i just go tested my new toys which is a.k.a Samsung Jet. Overall the design still ok. Nice to play as well. Haha! Then i just throw the phone at beside & take a nap. Lolx..

I just received some birthday wish from friends because after 12.01am is my birthday. Haha! Wish me over acceptable also. =) For those who still sitting their final, i just bless for them to knock out their papers.

Later at night i still need going for dinner & gather with friends to have some chit-chat.. Drunk time for is begin soon.. Haha! Too bad that i don't have a girl partner to go along with me.. Quite disappointing.. Sob.. Sob..

Finally, my bloody final is completed. Cheers.. Say good bye for my notes first.. I damm farking hate you all! =.=" What i should plan by now? For sure is lepak time.. Haha.. My big day is around the corner & just nothing special for me seems i just pass through that day with normal activities by every year. Haha..

Plan to go some where else for travel seems like i need to refresh my mind. Any suggestion for that? Please do let me know..

Little gals still need to sit for her last paper by tomorrow. I'll bless for you. So you just don't worry on that final. XD

Just wake up around 7.30am then go for brush teeth, pack my stuff for going back to that bored town again. My friend wanna come to my house & fetch me at 9am sharp. Sleepy..

After i back at my kampar house. I saw a lot of garbage bag is spoil because the stupid dog which is a.k.a "xiu wong". Our house name it. =) It saw me back & just be happy & i guess it been hungry for certain period already. Luckily in house still got left some dog food & able to feed it. After finish the meal, it just sleep over in front the yard.. =) Quite enjoyable.. Haha..

Is the time to study my last paper already. Wanna clear it & back to my home by as soon as possible. =) But until now i still haven't touch on it.. Lolx..

Finally i get chat more with her by today. Hmm.. Just be normal chatting only.. Nothing special.. I guess i should be normal soon.. =)

Just finish watch Manchester United vs Manchester city this exciting match. Overall both team performance quite nice. Those goals really like an arts. Make both sides of supporter are in tension mode included me as well. =) At the end the devils finish it by 4-3 in their home. Haha! Good works for them because i'm was MU fans too..

Shit.. I still haven't touch my notes to revision for my last paper. Lolx.. Maybe tomorrow bah.. Wakaka.. Gotta off.. See ya..

After i watching this video as below. It just force me to buy this gadget be my new toy. Firstly is really hard to handle especially for typing text. I totally nuts on it.. After that i keep on try for the new applications & install into it. Haha.. I totally understand why all of you so addicted on Apple Iphone already.. Because it was really fun & useful.. XD



Welcome to my big family.. Baby...

Now i just feel myself like a doll..
I also don't know why i say so..
Haiz..
I'm always be the one who be initiative & you just be passive one..
I'm just sicken of myself..
Maybe it was nothing for you & I guess i might be the one who over thinking on it..
I admit that i'm really a kind of super duper dumb person..
I really don't know what i suppose to do already..
Let's clear my mind..
Totally tired for that..

I just back at home by today for a short break only because i still got a last paper at 23/9. Damm.. Overall my performance for this bloody final is quite terrible. Might be fail certain one subject especially is data structure. Really need to pray for the GOD for blessing me! XD

I really miss my mom's cooking & my bed with air-con as well. Planning go for lepak to relax by this weekend. Quite stress already during last 2 weeks. How about you? Now i already plan to go where travel after i clear my last paper.. Now i just playing with my new toys a.k.a iphone to do some non-sense things.. Gals.. Nowadays we just less talking lo.. I quite miss your smile, your stupid face & your "slogan" as well.. because just any action from you can make me feel happy & sad.. Time to stop writing la.. Bye..

First of all this is a belated birthday comments which is regarding about Shea Yean's birthday at 6 of Sept 2009. We done the super duper stupid things because we just go Kampar for yam cha session only. Wth.. we all doing? Quite insane & dumb is it? I'm still need to do my revision la.. =)

9 somethings at night we already reach & just hang over in Gold Label there for 2 hours & grab some photo only. =)

Tired by now... Just upload some photo first... Bye.. Happy Birthday Yashi!


M3 & Shea Yean (VIP)


M3 & Tjun Yang (Organizer)


2358(A)'s owner => Tjun Yang, Peir Hwa, M3, Kok Weng, Yoon Yee


Kok Weng, Shea Yean, Shu Ning, Peir Hwa (front)
Yoon Yee, M3, Tjun Yang, Ken Khoon (behind)