Joseph's Says

没有走不下去的爱、只有不争气的恋人、一个男人愿意给女人多少时间、就是他有多爱她

2011-05-26T00:40:00.001+08:00

一个男人条件再好，他没有时间陪你，也是多余的。

爱情是不可以望梅止渴的，抱着回忆就能度过每一天么？

一个男人愿意给女人多少时间，就是他有多爱他。

你爱我的话，是可以挤出一点时间的。

挤不出时间，是你已经做了抉择。

既然没有时间，我释放你吧。

同时，也是释放我自己。

很佩服這類女孩子：當她發現對方不是真心喜歡她，她可以立刻撇脫地分手。

其他女人，可能會繼續自己騙自己，一個人苦撐。

真正有智慧的女孩子明白愛情是甚麼一回事：愛情，要兩情相悅。

你愛他，他不愛你，這段關係就沒意思。

肯放手，就是愛自己。

耐心一點，等待那個真正兩情相悅的人吧。

如果开始下一段感情，我不会再问，喜欢我什么？

也不会问,是认真对待吗？

我会问：三个月后还会争分夺秒的关心吗？

半年后一句不开心仍旧会陪伴左右吗？

一年后睡不着是还会百度故事在耳边轻喏吗？

两年后看见落泪还像第一次那般束手无策吗？

三年四年或者更久，敢不敢一如既往没有理由的对我疼爱？

别把悲伤挂在嘴上，每个人都有自己的故事。

说分手的时候不要吵闹，毕竟在一起过那么久。分手他也会难过，只是他比较明智，不想束缚你的或他的明天。好聚好散，以后还是朋友，大家都有自己的无奈。

别说你最爱的是谁，人生还很长，谁也无法预知明天。也许你的真爱还在下一秒等着你。

一句话给心烦时的自己：

一句“算了吧”告诉自己，凡事努力但不可执着；

一句“不要紧”告诉自己，凡事努力了就无怨悔；

一句“会过去”告诉自己，明媚阳光总在风雨后

我们是彼此嫉妒却共同进步的伙伴;

我的青春有了你,沒有愛情也甜蜜;

所有人都说我很坚强,只有你劝我别逞强;

朋友就是把你看透了还能喜欢你的人;

你是世界上的另一个我;

一个眼神就能了解我的全部;

在一起时即使不说话也不觉得尴尬;

一面骂你一面为你擦眼泪。

你不知道，某些时刻，我有多么难过。

你不知道，没有回应的等待，真的让人很累。

你不知道，我是鼓起了多大的勇气，才敢念念不忘。

又或者，你不是不知道，只是假装不知道。

都说时光飞逝，其实只是自己的心在变，情在变。

都说抵挡不过时间，其实是时间抵挡不过我们的善变。

你那么自私，我那么傻。

好男人经得起诱惑，好女人耐得住寂寞。

爱可以简简单单。但不能随随便便。

骄傲的女人大都嫁给了卑微的男人，骄傲的男人娶的大都是卑微的女人。

世间没有美丽的天使，只有善良的女人。

没有不能在一起的两个人，只有靠不拢的两颗心。

女人不要轻易去妥协

你是不是这样？

容易满足，更容易受伤；

总有一种被忽视的感觉；

付出的远远超过得到的；

很固执，习惯冷战；

在别人面前笑得很开心，一个人的时候却很漠落；

陌生人前很安静，朋友面前胡闹；

坐在电脑前，不知道做什么，却又不想关掉它；

不喜欢等待，却总是等待；

经常发呆。

没关系，你只是太看重感情的人。

幸福是什么？

幸福就是牵着一双想牵的手，一起走过繁华喧嚣，一起守候寂寞孤独；

就是陪着一个想陪的人，高兴时一起笑，伤悲时一起哭；

就是拥有一颗想拥有的心，重复无聊的日子不乏味，做着相同的事情不枯燥 ……

只要我们心中有爱，我们就会幸福，幸福就在当初的承诺中，就在今后的梦想里。

也许幸福就是，陪你走一条叫一辈子的路，跨一座叫奈何的桥，喝一种叫孟婆的汤。

也许会累，会疲惫，却从没想过放弃；

可能沿途风景迷人充满诱惑，却彼此保留住最初的感觉；

也许会起争执，会有分歧，却依然会听从和默认；

也许不能没分每秒在一起，却在心里始终留着位置。

总有人问我啥是爱情，其实我觉得爱情就是二十岁的时候，

我带你跟朋友出去玩，你让我少喝点，我让你扶着我。

四十岁的时候我去上班你让我把衬衫领子翻出来，

我走之前还亲你一口

。六十岁的时候退休在家，我们盘腿在床上说话解闷，说说下周去哪儿怀旧！

Love that matures through hardships is the most passionate love.

历尽艰辛而成熟的爱情是最热烈的爱情。

爱里面，两个人刚刚好。多一点，少一点，都不可以。

Some people were supposed to walk into your life, teach you a lesson, and then walk away.

很多人闯进你的生活，只是为了给你上一课，然后转身离开。

每一个现在，都是我们以后的记忆。

我们说过的话，做过的事，走过的路，遇过的人，都是我们以后的回忆。

我们无须缅怀昨天，不必奢望明天，只要认真地过好每个今天，说能说的话，做可做的事，走该走的路，见想见的人。

唯有脚踏实地，不漠视，不虚度，我们才能为明天的回忆增加光彩和亮色。

有些事不去想眼泪就会止住的但是忘记了眼泪提醒你没有。
我只是难过不能陪你一起老，再也没有机会，看到你的笑。

人生金句

2011-02-26T19:37:00.000+08:00

1.人之所以痛苦，在于追求错误的东西。
2.如果你不给自己烦恼，别人也永远不可能给你烦恼。因为你自己的内心，你放不下。
3.你永远要感谢给你逆境的众生。
4.你永远要宽恕众生，不论他有多坏，甚至他伤害过你，你一定要放下，才能得到真正的快乐。
5.当你快乐时，你要想这快乐不是永恒的。当你痛苦时，你要想这痛苦也不是永恒的。
6.今日的执著，会造成明日的后悔。
7.你可以拥有爱，但不要执著，因为分离是必然的。
8.不要浪费你的生命在你一定会后悔的地方上。
9.你什么时候放下，什么时候就没有烦恼。
10.每一种创伤，都是一种成熟。
11.狂妄的人有救，自卑的人没有救，认识自己，降伏自己，改变自己，才能改变别人。
12.你不要一直不满人家，你应该一直检讨自己才对。不满人家，是苦了你自己。
13.一个人如果不能从内心去原谅别人，那他就永远不会心安理得。
14.心中装满着自己的看法与想法的人，永远听不见别人的心声。
15.毁灭人只要一句话，培植一个人却要千句话，请你多口下留情。
16.根本不必回头去看咒骂你的人是谁？如果有一条疯狗咬你一口，难道你也要趴下去反咬他一口吗？
17.永远不要浪费你的一分一秒，去想任何你不喜欢的人。
18.请你用慈悲心和温和的态度，把你的不满与委屈说出来，别人就容易接受。
19.同样的瓶子，你为什么要装毒药呢？同样的心里，你为什么要充满着烦恼呢？
20.得不到的东西，我们会一直以为他是美好的，那是因为你对他了解太少，没有时间与他相处在一起。当有一天，你深入了解后，你会发现原不是你想像中的那么美好。
21.活着一天，就是有福气，就该珍惜。当我哭泣我没有鞋子穿的时候，我发现有人却没有脚。
22.多一分心力去注意别人，就少一分心力反省自己，你懂吗？
23.憎恨别人对自己是一种很大的损失。
24.每一个人都拥有生命，但并非每个人都懂得生命，乃至于珍惜生命。不了解生命的人，生命对他来说，是一种惩罚。
25.情执是苦恼的原因，放下情执，你才能得到自在
26.不要太肯定自己的看法，这样子比较少后悔。
27.当你对自己诚实的时候，世界上没有人能够欺骗得了你。
28.用伤害别人的手段来掩饰自己缺点的人，是可耻的。
29.默默的关怀与祝福别人，那是一种无形的布施。
30.不要刻意去猜测他人的想法，如果你没有智慧与经验的正确判断，通常都会有错误的。
31.要了解一个人，只需要看他的出发点与目的地是否相同，就可以知道他是否真心的。
32.人生的真理，只是藏在平淡无味之中。
33.不洗澡的人，硬擦香水是不会香的。名声与尊贵，是来自于真才实学的。有德自然香。
34.时间总会过去的，让时间流走你的烦恼吧！
35.你硬要把单纯的事情看得很严重，那样子你会很痛苦。
36.永远扭曲别人善意的人，无药可救。
37.说一句谎话，要编造十句谎话来弥补，何苦呢？
38.白白的过一天，无所事事，就像犯了窃盗罪一样
39.广结众缘，就是不要去伤害任何一个人。
40.沉默是毁谤最好的答覆。
41.对人恭敬，就是在庄严你自己。
42.拥有一颗无私的爱心，便拥有了一切。
43.来是偶然的，走是必然的。所以你必须，随缘不变，不变随缘。
44.慈悲是你最好的武器。
45.只要面对现实，你才能超越现实。
46.良心是每一个人最公正的审判官，你骗得了别人，却永远骗不了你自己的良心。
47.不懂得自爱的人，是没有能力去爱别人的。
48.有时候我们要冷静问问自已，我们在追求什么？我们活着为了什么？
49.不要因为小小的争执，远离了你至亲的好友，也不要因为小小的怨恨，忘记了别人的大恩。
50.感谢上苍我所拥有的，感谢上苍我所没有的。
51.凡是能站在别人的角度为他人着想，这个就是慈悲。
52.说话不要有攻击性，不要有杀伤力，不夸已能，不扬人恶，自然能化敌为友。
53.诚实的面对你内心的矛盾和污点，不要欺骗你自己。
54.因果不曾亏欠过我们什么，所以请不要抱怨。
55.大多数的人一辈子只做了三件事；自欺、欺人、被人欺。
56.心是最大的骗子，别人能骗你一时，而它却会骗你一辈子
57.只要自觉心安，东西南北都好。如有一人未度，切莫自己逃了。
58.当你手中抓住一件东西不放时，你只能拥有这件东西，如果你肯放手，你就有机会选择别的。人的心若死执自己的观念，不肯放下，那么他的智慧也只能达到某种程度而已
59.如果你能够平平安安的渡过一天，那就是一种福气了。多少人在今天已经见不到明天的太阳，多少人在今天已经成了残废，多少人在今天已经失去了自由，多少人在今天已经家破人亡。
60.你有你的生命观，我有我的生命观，我不干涉你。只要我能，我就感化你。如果不能，那我就认命。
61.你希望掌握永恒，那你必须控制现在。
62.恶口永远不要出自于我们的口中，不管他有多坏，有多恶。你愈骂他，你的心就被污染了，你要想，他就是你的善知识。
63.别人可以违背因果，别人可以害我们，打我们，毁谤我们。可是我们不能因此而憎恨别人，为什么？我们一定要保有一颗完整的本性和一颗清净的心。
64.如果一个人没有苦难的感受，就不容易对他人给予同情。你要学救苦救难的精神，就得先受苦受难。
65.世界原本就不是属于你，因此你用不着抛弃，要抛弃的是一切的执著。万物皆为我所用，但非我所属。
66.虽然我们不能改变周遭的世界，我们就只好改变自己，用慈悲心和智慧心来面对这一切。

Reminder for it

2010-12-12T22:34:00.004+08:00

Sometimes i just like be a nanny.
Care too much things already.
Maybe i got potential to get this job & perform well at all.
I knew something happen & i will going to explain it since i really don't want make any misunderstanding on each other.
What do i expect from it?
Never mind, it seems like over already & you understand my situation should be fine.
Today i already done certain progress for my work. ^^
Christmas is near soon, how are you all going for celebrate it?
Mine one still be a simple travel trip with friends since i'm still unable to date the girls with me.
Sob..
Gotta stop writing by now & good night.. =)

过了第一天！

2010-12-08T23:57:00.003+08:00

转眼间又过了一天了！
今天没什么大不了的事情发生。
很平静的。
今天终于决定去弄我的老爷车了！
又不见了几百块。
晕~~
老板今天和我谈了一下，他竟然告诉我是一个很火爆的人！
必须修炼一下！
可能这就是我的性格吧！
有很多东西我想先得到大家的共识！
所以就说出来而已！
聊了一下子电话，心情也觉得不错啦！
累了！
睡觉吧！

Argument?

2010-12-03T22:55:00.010+08:00

Actually everyone have their own thinking about something.
Not everyone must agree with you one.
Yesterday night i had done the same thing on you,
but at the end i can solve it by my own way.
I just trying my best to entertain you this sweetie.
What i also talk with you & you just laugh over there about what i'm saying.
Hehe..
It was success to make you happy again.
We just keep chat until midnight then just fall asleep after that.
What i want to say that, sometime i might be wrong on it.
But i wont be moody for over night one & i hope you will be same with me also.
Just bear with me to let me understand more on it.
Thanks. =)

My lovely girl

2010-11-28T21:36:00.003+08:00

I had a long time didn't update over here.
How are you all guys?
Recently i'm was busy for my industrial training.
Got a lot of stress about work.
Luckily i had a place that i can share for it.
Thanks for she willing to listen my nagging.
But she also got nagging to me as well.
It was fair enough for each other.
Haha..
Yesterday night she told me that sometime she knew i'm cheating her about last few times that i saying i'm quite bored & asking she try to accompany me chat awhile.
Now you knew my trick already.
Sob.. Sob..
Actually i just want spent some times to talk with you awhile only.
You this stupid girl was drop tears when i'm talking some touching words & receive my special gift.
I not allow you to do it again anymore in future.
Don't be drop tear at all when you feel happy on it just pay me some salary already enough..
Promise me oh..
Hehe..
In this two months, we might be have some argument but i think we still can be a bit happy by now.
We able to handle & maintain this challenge like i said at before.
Haha..
When free just get some time have a meet up & get some talks like having a coffee break for each other during the weekend.
Sometimes don't need talk anything & we just sit over there by silently also enough. At least i can feel your appearance can give me some support.
Sooner you also gotta sit for your final exam & must prepare on it already.
Good luck to you also..
I gotta stop writing over here..
Good bye..

Simple talk..

2010-11-05T23:04:00.002+08:00

Keep on sick during a week..
It was super duper suffer especially flu + cough..
Working also blur like hell..
During rest that time..
Suddenly got a feeling and wanna tell you somethings through the papers there..
Don't know why i will draw some super ugly things on it..
Are you happy with that?
If yes, got any rewards about it?
Yesterday night i didn't sleep for whole night..
Keep on cough & hot on it.. Sob.. Sob..
Morning wake up & i just be going to get the McDonalds as my meal..
It was included Milo McFurry..
You not allow me to eat right?
Now im just curi-curi to makan..
Haha..
You just keep on nagging me to eat the medicine..
But i just hope you can feed me eat on it during that moment..
Lazy to write by now already..
Wanna Sleep..

神经一刻！

2010-10-24T20:10:00.002+08:00

我真的不懂我突然怎么会想写这些东西。
发泄一下。
有时候自己都不知道自己像个什么？
可能真的是把这些看得太重了。
当一个人提前预约好了时间，
结果就给人家说一句忘记就可以忘记了一干二净。
有时候自己都不知道自己应该不应该生气。
如果生气结果就把自己弄到变得很小气。
算了吧！
只是来出气一下而已！
谢谢！

Simply notes

2010-10-17T23:27:00.002+08:00

This few days, really got a bit messy for my life.
At first is about my bloody final result was release & i get failed my economics.
Since i already not confidence on that subject & i may be not put much effort on it as well.

I almost going to break those things that i had be done for myself before in few times.
What i'm suppose to do for the next?
Is that suitable?
Mind was starting for shake on it already.

Communication for people in work or whatever situation is needed & i must be try my best for it.
If really failed to do so then i also no need talk much on it.
I'm serious on now.
You really don't want participate on it then just keep it at a side.
Don't trouble me please.

Don't know what i'm writing by now.
I was miserable in this moment.
Bye..

Tired day..

2010-10-09T04:05:00.002+08:00

Today was really super tired for me..
My lovely brother since be smart and get some accident for himself..
He just make me need to fetch him go hospital to get the treatment..
Whole night can't sleep at all..
I just take an emergency leave for my work & busy for settle his stupid job..
Since i gotta go for the long distance area & i just drop you a text to ask you go along with me..
Who knows that you really are agree & go along with me..
We just start our journey around 3pm..
During the journey & we just talk some gossips & i really was so sleepy & hungry during im driving by that time..
Luckily you just be a side me to massage for me, chat with me & monitoring my driving speed..
I need rush to Bukit Jalil before 6.30pm to collect certain things..
When i get over the Jalan Duta toll & you pointing the direction of the house for me..
Haha..
Thanks god that i able to reach there by 5.30pm since it was so jammed because the peak hours for the office is started..
After that we just discuss where to get the meal since im really hungry for that time..
We just go over puchong area to find my friends for dinning but i really don't know how to go over there..
Then we just decide to go back Ipoh just take our dining..
We was started back Ipoh around 8pm & reach Ipoh at 10pm something..
We betted the toll rates will be how much & im the winner at the end..
Ngek.. Ngek..
So we created a new formula to select which place to get our dinning that time..
It was fun & no one know about this kind of stupid things..
Haha..
First time knowing this kind of drinking water & hope it can be continue by every time..
We getting dinner at Wong Kok & really order too much things until can't finish them..
Sob..
Anyways..
Thanks for accompany me by whole day..
Tired..
Gotta off already..
Bye..

Tired..

2010-10-04T23:16:00.002+08:00

We have a chit chat for whole night until both of us also fall asleep..
Haha..
This morning you need to wake up earlier but you just not wake me up because you don't want to disturb my sleeping as well.. =.=a
We just simply chat for this morning since i don't disturbing your journey..
Whole day really make me feel tired because my company just left 5 staffs to operate whole of the company because majority are going for the company trip..
Why i can't go for it?
Sob.. Sob..
I was blur to answer those troubleshooting problems at all for whole day as well..
Today can't finish up the water as i promised..
Haha..
Don't know will get scold or not by mummy?
Okies..
Times up..
Wanna die on bed already..

Finally got a break..

2010-10-03T02:42:00.002+08:00

Now i just started my internship in a company..
Not so hard for my job in the first day..
Just get some discussion about the CRM structure only..
But today just a bit worst..
Thought can work for half-day then can finish work..
Who knows i need to go for solve the problems on client site there..
Luckily i still knew some normal troubleshooting as well..
Spent my working hour until 5pm..
Damm..
After that i just go for dinner with friends at Shabu-Shabu there..
At first, i thought there was a japanese food restaurant but who knows there was a steamboat house..
Haha..
Then we just go for have some talk since we have a big gap to watch the midnight movie that we bought..
Just simply gossiping & laugh at there..
Sweetie, remember what im told to you during just now..
Okies la..
Wanna bed already..

我想了解你多一点！

2010-09-30T23:58:00.004+08:00

人就是一种很情绪化的动物，
有时候会因某些东西而弄到自己发脾气了。
我们也不会例外的呀！
就算感情再好，
总会有意见不合的那一天的到来，
但是记得不要把事只放在心上不说，
必须好好地谈一谈。
我自己本身就是一个很笨的动物来的，
专门做了一些你不喜欢的东西，
而请你就记得来骂我哦！
其实得罪你也很好的！
至少我会懂得你喜欢什么和讨厌什么啦。
但是有时候我做对的东西也是被人骂笨蛋哦！
哈哈！
别人说女孩最希望自己喜欢的人能够对她说真话，呵护她和了解她！
全部我都能做到除了了解她这个课题以外，
因为我还在努力中，
给点时间让我慢慢融入你的世界吧！
明天要开始我实习的工作了，
还好至少一个星期还能见到你一次！
不然就必须等3个月才能见面啦！
不写咯！
必须停笔了，
不然等下又有人会中骂的啦！
妈妈骂和你催我去睡觉。
各位，晚安啦！

Happy Birthday to me..

2010-09-25T03:33:00.005+08:00

Hi guys, quite long time didnt update my post over here.
How are you all recently?
Is that everything fine?
This 3 weeks im busy for my bloody final..
Today is my birthday, my fb wall post & sms which are full about those birthday greeting..
Really appreciate for them..
We having dinner at San Francisco Steakhouse @ Coliseum Square, Ipoh.
You looks so pretty for tonight.
Anyways thanks for joining the dinner.
Those food and beverage are acceptable.
Especially the oreo drinks.
The deserts is quite good also.
Overall is still acceptable..
My plan was not success because since i still not so good enough for it.
I will try my best for it..
We gotta have a good conversation during the dining period..
Finish all the main course, i make it a surprise for you..
But im not sure that you are get shocked or not? =)
After that we going for a movie but who know the seats are not so nice & we just cancel on that..
We just simply go for lepak here & there.
We chat a lot of topics like our last time story & remind back through going to those place. =)
Remember what you promise to me..
Okies la.. Time to stop writing over here..
Hope you are enjoy for tonight.. Good night..

Bloody Final is around the corner

2010-09-07T23:03:00.002+08:00

Still got a week & i gotta sit for my bloody final. It was scary for me by nowadays. Yesterday it was pain for me & i just go for sleep over there. Who knows you was coming near by that time to awake me & it was shocking me at all.

This two days gotta attend the MUET class. It was super duper bored. Luckily tomorrow will be the last day. Hurray..

Stop over here.. Tired.. =.="

I'm back..

2010-08-27T22:43:00.002+08:00

Hi, guys.. How are you all recently? Looks like my page is less people to visit already.. Sorry about i didnt update my post for 1 week time.. Finally i had finish my non-stop assignment + presentation.. Yesterday back at home & have a good sleep for 14 hours by non-stop.. Pig.. Wahaha..

Yesterday quite good since got 2 hours pillow period.. Watching that one and half episode drama on it.. It was happy.. But still need for next salary period for how long? Sob..

Sooner gotta sit for my final.. Looks like a bit hard by this time.. Hope all the best for it.. Gambateh ar..

Gotta stop already.. Bye..

心肝宝贝

2010-08-19T04:24:00.003+08:00

我现在还在忙着做功课，
可是突然间想到你说过的话。
你现在开始是我的心肝宝贝哦！
我会更加地疼你和呵护你的啦！
现在真的很想睡觉啊！
这个MV送给你们的啦！

Happy Day for it

2010-08-13T03:13:00.002+08:00

Really don't know how to describe it by today..
It was happy & enjoyable..
Morning until midnight & i guess i play too much on it..
Trying to control for myself to avoid those devil,
but that progress really not under my estimation & control since it just like a dream to happen for it..
Remember what i told..
Others are not allow..
Time to sleep.. Cant tahan already..
Nite..

包租婆来收租啦！

2010-08-08T01:30:00.003+08:00

晚上吃饱没事情做，
特地一起去打包一个McFlurry来吃。
实在好吃极了！
我们一路上在聊，
你就拼命地打我。
那一下真的上很痛的呀！
聊了太多东西，
可是中招也中很多了。
路过一些建筑地盘，
然后就说让你做那些屋子的屋主，哈哈！
我说你来当包租婆去收租，
你就说想要买完整条街，贪心死了！
还有啊，请不要搞high我啦！
我很辛苦的哦！
说起来那时真的有点无聊，不过也很开心下的啦！
不写啦！睡觉咯！

Happy for the First Time

2010-08-07T03:46:00.003+08:00

This is the first time that i date with you for a movie. It was very funny for that movie. You really laugh until don't know how to describe. Still looks good by that time. Dont worry about that. Hehe.

After that, it was unexpected stuff is begin. We got chat & play around for half an hour and i was enjoy for that. Hope you also will be the same. Haha.

Hope you can remember that what you promise me. Thanks & good night.

分享一下！

2010-08-04T19:08:00.003+08:00

1．不吸烟饮酒的人，大都是对自已严格要求的人。一般可托终生。凡迷恋“酒色财气烟”者，一定要小心。
2．对你吹拍人，最可能背叛你。伤你最深的人，一定是你最爱的人。百分之七十的凶杀案发生于熟人之间。“生虎犹可近，熟人不可亲。”
3．胆小的男孩一般能成大事。打仗前思后想的，才是帅才。流泪的男人一定有爱心。举棋不定是一种美德。
4．爱骂人的人，内心都很恐惧。长角的动物都不是食肉动物。一群人中最安静的人往往最有实力。“动如火掠，不动如山。”

5．背叛你的女孩，再侮辱你，一生命薄。恶有恶报。早年的“班花、校花”，有几个会有晚年的幸福？“猛虎别在当道卧，困龙也有上天时。”
6．重情之人，难有爱情之幸福。当你说岀爱字，你就处于被动。爱情的真谛是“欲擒故纵”，鲜花大都插在牛粪上。“骏马常驮痴汉走，巧女常伴愚夫眠。”

1.不要怕被别人利用，人家利用你说明你还有用.

2.做人有三碗面最难吃：人面 \场面 \情面.
3.头等人,有本事,没脾气; 二等人,有本事,有脾气; 末等人,没本事,大脾气。
4.杜月笙有句挂在嘴上的话：小心得天下，大意失荆州.
5人活在世上要靠两样东西，胆识和智慧.
6.事不要做绝，要留有余地.

这些话说给懂得人听
1 打什么都别打女人。打了，你就什么理由都没有了。
2伤什么都别伤心爱人的心。伤了，你就真的没有机会了．
3不要用女朋友的数量来显示你的魅力。你完全可以用事业和顾家好男人来展示你的优秀。
4学会帮女人做家务。一个回家就只是躺在沙发上等待老婆开饭的男人，会让婚姻生活淡的比白开水还无味。
5如果你爱一个人，请你温柔的呵护她；如果不爱，直说。女人都很傻的，从她爱上你的那一刻，便身心俱付。
6帮你爱的人买礼物。你赚钱为了什么？而且，一个真正爱你的人是不会乱花你的钱的。
7不要真的以为得不到的才是最好的。还不如好好珍惜现在拥有的．
8你工作再忙，也要记得打个电话给你心爱的人，不会花掉你太多时间金钱．因为她在等待，少给她失望．
9女人是用来疼的，如果你没有把握让一个女人幸福，反倒一直给他难过痛苦，请记住这不是在爱她．
10不要认为每个女子都爱钱如命。你赚钱很辛苦，但这个世界上能养活自己的女人比比皆是。
11记得给她家里打电话，而不是她催着你打。人家老人家将养了几十年的女儿嫁给你，那是你多么大的福分。
12记得她的生日，否则有可能下一个生日她跟别人过去了。
13不要认为情人节送花是无聊的行为。又不是每天都要你送，找那么无聊的借口干嘛？
14抽固定的时间陪她。你工作都是为了生活，那么，她应该是你生活里最重要的一部分。

15牵她的手漫步。两个人走路，不是为了让别人看，是要两个人感觉幸福。因为十指相握是幸福。
16不管你在世界的哪个地方，当你的太太要生孩子时，一定要在她身边。
17想她的时候，告诉她。爱她的话，要说出来．她听后也一样的爱你．
18爱情生活或者婚姻生活是两个人的，所以不必太自我，多为对方着想和付出．
19偶尔给对方惊喜。爱情不一定常常在激情的最顶端，但是你可以学会制造浪漫。不要让爱情变得空洞无味．
20有了矛盾，立刻解决。否则怨恨会像无底洞，吞噬了你们的感情，难以重合．
21一起去看电影。不一定所有情节你们都记得，但是她会很久很久以后还记得你曾陪她看过电影。
22陪她外出散心，顺便加深感情。女人喜欢放松时男人说的心里话．
23吃东西时，不要傻傻的问：你吃不吃？更不要在对方说不想吃之后就立即吃个精光。那是自私的表现。
24她有人追求，说明她很有魅力，不要因此发无名火，吃无名醋。更不能误会，而是要更加去好好爱.

处事计策
1.看穿但不说穿。很多事情，只要自己心里有数就好了，没必要说出来。
2.高兴，就笑，让大家都知道。悲伤，就假装什么也没发生
3.在不违背原则的情况下 ,对别人要宽容 ,能帮就帮, 千万不要把人逼绝了 ,给人留条后路……
4.快乐最重要，谁人、何物、何事使你快乐，你就同他们在一起。何物让你不快乐，你就离开他。没有条件，创造条件也要离开他。
5.不要老在别人面前倾诉你的困境袒露你的脆弱
6.没有十全十美的东西，没有十全十美的人，关键是清楚到底想要什么。得到想要的，肯定会失去另外一部分。如果什么都想要，只会什么都得不到。
7.我喜欢一位朋友说的这句“善忘是一件好事。”
8.两个人同时犯了错，站出来承担的那一方叫宽容，另一方欠下的债，早晚都要还。
9.自己不喜欢的人，可以报之以沉默微笑；自己喜欢的人，那就随便怎么样了，因为你的喜爱会挡也挡不住地流露出来。
10.不要做刺猬 ,能不与人结仇就不与人结仇 ,谁也不跟谁一辈子 ,有些事情没必要记在心上
11.学会妥协的同时，也要坚持自己最基本的原则
12.不要停止学习。不管学习什么，语言，厨艺，各种技能
13.钱很重要，但不能依靠男人或父母，自己一定要保持一定赚钱的能力……
14.不要太高估自己在集体中的力量，因为当你选择离开时，就会发现即使没有你，太阳照常升起....
15.过去的事情可以不忘记，但一定要放下
16.即使输掉了一切，也不要输掉微笑……
17.不管做了什么选择，都不要后悔，因为后悔也于事无补
18.不要因为冲动说一些过激的话。

19.不要轻易许下承诺，做不到的承诺，比没许下更可恶。
20.不要觉得不了解也会有爱情。在不了解的时候，我们仅仅是喜欢，达不到爱情。当彼此的缺点暴露出来以后，很多时候这喜欢也就会结束了
21.说话时可以很直接，人很直爽，总比虚伪好。
22.对自己好一点，心情不好的时候，什么都别考虑，去吃自己爱吃的吧。但是别喝酒

二十年后的今天！

2010-08-04T02:25:00.002+08:00

没什么好写的，
只是刚好睡不着，
所以就来写写咯！
刚刚和你聊了整小时，
你就只会说要砍掉我的说而已。
你最近时不时就伤风了啦，
还好我会去买橙汁去给你。
吃多点水果啦！
找一天我门继续像上次一样地丢苹果吧！
哈哈！
你要记得你答应了二十年后的今天，
你会做我想要的东西的哦！
我至少还会等你的啊！
哈哈！
睡觉咯！88！

1st post for August

2010-08-04T00:01:00.000+08:00

This few days were quite fun.. At first going with her for a movie & buy something usable item with her also.. But sure that i will get scold & beats during that period.. Still enjoy with her.. I gotta ask many questions & agreement from her also since i really dont want my hand will be get chopped or catch by police.. Thanks ya..

Yesterday just go for lepak in Ipoh with my classmates.. We gotta for dining, sing k & clubbing.. Overall still fun.. 5pm - 4am.. Nuts..

Today just talk with her for awhile.. Actually everyday also will talk de la.. Today got surprise ma when i buy that for you to drink? Sometimes just doing somethings to flirt & make her laugh since i really want you are happy for it.. Hehe.. Go eat tong shui tat time yao let auntie trick by asking why want sit so close.. =.=a

My life really cham for it.. T_T Stop it la.. Gotta do assignment already..

Hero

2010-07-30T20:17:00.008+08:00

Just saw a music video which come from my friend there.. Quite touching & think to share on it.. Will you all will be like this if you found someone that you loved? Haha..

Would you dance if I asked you to dance?
Would you run and never look back
Would you cry if you saw me crying
Would you save my soul tonight?

Would you tremble if I touched your lips?
Would you laugh oh please tell me these
Now would you die for the one you love?
Hold me in your arms tonight?

I can be you hero baby
I can kiss away the pain
I will stand by you forever
You can take my breath away

Would you swear that you'll always be mine?
Would you lie would you run away
Am I in to deep?
Have I lost my mind?
I don't care you're here tonight

This song is for you by purposely.. Enjoy for it.. Sweetie..

Sleepy..

2010-07-25T00:30:00.002+08:00

Just back at home only, that japanese activity not interesting at all. Atleast still got you accompany me go for it. Hehe. I was inform you that i still waiting for it. Remember it please.

I dislike that "W" jokes. It cant be others anymore. Ok?

Later gotta back Kampar again.. Sleepy..

Still noticed that i have one assignment havent complete yet. Oh my gosh.. I really wanna have a sleep by now..

Lazy to write already.. Bye..

Me & Lovely G@L

开心的星期四

2010-07-22T22:47:00.003+08:00

今早就起身做司机然后去上学，其实我也要上课的。
然后想想下，放学后要回家一趟去交帮我弟弟交表格。
你也跟着回去。哈哈！
一路中还好，只是挨打而已。
死命讲人家是非，
害到我忘记我想做自己的东西了。
晕~~
我带你去我家，你能记得吗？
然后你又告诉我这里是哪里哪里。不错哦！
能了解多一下。
然后你又说想吃Keropok，我就陪你去买咯！
真的好吃极了，没想到你竟然会这样做。简直就是甜！
我说吃太多，会喉咙痛，你就强逼我去吃药。
可是很累，但是很开心的。
不写了。。
今天是妈妈的生日哦！生日快乐！

天下的小孩都是一样的。。天真可爱。。

2010-07-21T13:57:00.016+08:00

小孩果然是上天赐给大地的最好礼物。
天真无邪的笑容，
虽然前面的路是那么艰苦，
还是笑得那么地灿烂尽管没有家人的保护，
但是还能坚强的活下去。
就算你有多么的冷漠，
小孩的笑容也会溶化你冰冷的心。
看到小孩的笑容，
自己烦恼也只会先丢在一旁。
原来一个小小的魔术，
少少的天真，
真的可以让小孩快乐起来。
一个小小的关怀给于个小孩，
小孩笑也笑得甜蜜一些。
现在才知道我比你们幸福多了，
我会抽点时间来看你们的。
你们记得要继续灿烂地活下去！

就是你！

2010-07-20T18:19:00.002+08:00

经过那次的活动后，我真的可以肯定地告诉你。
那个人就是你。
我不想再后悔了，所以才告诉你那些事。
我答应你很多事，我也一定会尽力去做好它。
我说下次我肯定会抓住不放的，你竟然说“Hai la”。
哈哈！开心死了！
我一定会等你的。
一起加油吧！

Children Home Task..

2010-07-18T23:38:00.008+08:00

It was super tired for today. But i really enjoy for this with my fellas. Appreciate for their works. We gather up in 12pm & reach in ipoh around 1pm. After we just separate to do our own task. We all able to make them fun & cheerful. Some of them even might be lost control already. Haha. Really fun. Plan to go for it by next time. We go hang up in McD to have a meal after we finish the activities. Task Completed.

Most happy is I was surprising that you also want follow with me. Hope you are enjoy with me for today activities. Thanks. Those kids ask me those question really straight & make me really shame to answer them. But i really hope it will come truth. Hehe.

Just simply write down a few sentences. Sooner i will rearrange those photo & pump it up. Stay tuned.

God-daughter -> Shan Shan

My family.. ^^

Act cute by together..

She is cute..

Big Family Photo

Why i become this?

More photo -> Please click My photobucket

You are different..

2010-07-17T23:41:00.003+08:00

I think you are different because i really need you at all.
Don't ask me why?
I really cant give you the answer.
Nothing much you going for change by your own.
I will accept all of it.
Be yourself.
I love to call you that word not matter how.
I will follow all the promises that i make to you.
It wont be change until the end.
Today you give me a call to tell me that both of it also no battery.
I just be stunned over there & thought what so urgently.
But anyways thanks for it & i really happy.
Thanks for concern my feeling by that time.
But i still can't be sitting quietly to wait for it. Sorry.. Hehe..
Tomorrow will gotta have a good activity.
Hope all will going smooth.
Stop over here. Bye.

钢铁般坚韧的心！

2010-07-15T10:32:00.003+08:00

这几天我们有聊到一些话题，
我知道你也有在想如何解决。
我可不想逼得你太紧了，
始终还是那句话，我依然相信！
当你觉得那是时候的话，
就告诉我吧！
这样会好吗？
加油吧！
就当作是一种考验，
面对和解决它！
没有伴随着痛楚的教训是毫无意义的，
因为人若不牺牲些什么，
是什么都无法得到的。
但当忍受过这种痛楚将其克服的时候，
人就会得到不输给任何事的坚韧的心。
没错！钢铁般坚韧的心！
希望会成功！哈哈！

送大家一首好听和有意思的MV！

Happy time..

2010-07-13T00:51:00.000+08:00

It was fun to chat & play around in this two hours for yesterday night. I didnt expected that we able to laugh & gossiping. At first, i thought just a simple nagging session only. Who knows i able to turn it quite long period. Really happy one by that time. Hope you also will be same with me. You looks so serious when play that game. Hehe. Still far away to complete it la. Sorry for make you sleep lately. Please don't tell your mummy ar. =)

Quite fun for today.. Is it?

2010-07-10T21:59:00.002+08:00

This morning already rush back to Kampar since gotta attend my bro convocation. Sleepy during i drive that time. At there i just busy up to help my bro do this & that. Aiks. Looks like a maid & drive.

Around 12pm. The ceremony is finish. Photo shooting time is begin. The weather is super duper hot during that period. Luckily i still be smart i run into hall & get air cond. Haha.

After that i received a call to ask me fetching them back to Ipoh. At first, i think follow them go shopping at Jusco but since it was jamming over there. So i just be the driver to fetch them go only & after it just fetch them back.

We gotta go for Wong Kok having a meal. I didnt eat at all. Just be the tong sampah to sapu some of it. It was pity. =.="

Quite enjoy for it by today. Don't know is that possible can be like this for everyday? Haiz..

我还是在傻！

2010-07-09T17:45:00.002+08:00

昨晚一整晚都关着灯和躺在床上，连温习都不做。
今天还要考试，考题有些还是不会做因为没有读到。
我不是在怪你，只是我自己的问题而已。
拼命地想结果会怎么样？
昨晚看了一整晚的电话簿，我想不到我可以找谁来聊。
真的聊不出啦！
结果自己就在那边发呆然后睡着了。

今天早上，我朋友看到我死命望着一个方向，问我是不是在等人？
其实那时候刚好我在break，然后我看到你的车路过。
我那时候希望可以远远地望到你。
下午我在Lab时，那时候你还在班上，而我就在外面看着你出来。
我的女同学说要看就直接出去看，不要这里偷偷摸摸。
当看到你一个人走过走廊，我好想出去和你聊聊。
可是我找不到任何话题了，只好能从楼上看着你下楼而已。

我刚刚从金宝回家，在半路Highway突然下起很大雨，简直就看不到路。
突然想起你吩咐我不能驾车不能驾太快！

明天是我弟弟的毕业典礼啦。这么快就轮到他了！恭喜他！
不知道那时候会不会见到你呢？

我说这些不是为了什么，只是突然想写出自己的心情而已！
就算你看到，你也不必想是我来演戏而让你心动！
我还是在傻但是我也不会期望什么了！

我累了！放下吧！

2010-07-08T16:07:00.002+08:00

这两天我做了很多以前不敢对她做的动作。
其实她可以去报警了！
哈哈，自己在傻笑中！
我和她聊了很多，
也知道很多事情了。
她也烦和顾虑太多东西了。
我的性格是不想你有压力，
所以我才不会说那些话给你听。
早知道你会受到那些压力影响的！
这几晚大家都没什么好好地睡过。
过了今晚大家应该可以好好地休息一下啦！
我对你的好和坏，
在你心中知道就行啦！
以后不必特意告诉我！
最后我也很开心因为我能和你在那一刻，
做到了我一直想做的事情。谢谢！
一年的时间，
所有都已经变成回忆啦。
答应过你的事，
我始终还是办不到。
我应该至少有点改变吧！
哈哈！
那几天的承诺，
也不会有机会到来了。
明天还要考试了，
还没动过书。
惨！加油吧！

废男人！

2010-07-07T18:24:00.002+08:00

刚刚看到某个人的facebook，
我看到他写的内容简直就火大到想砍他。
虽然我不懂他是不是写关于她的。
可是我想说的是如果当一个女孩决定放弃了一个男孩。
你觉得她真的不难过吗？
你身为一个男孩有那个必要去这样形容来损那位曾经喜欢过你的女孩吗？
不要以那些无聊的废话来挽回女孩的心！
你以这样的语气来报答她对你的感情，你自己不觉得可耻吗？
这简直就是幼稚的想法！
她是真的有想过和挣扎过，然后再决定的。
我不想她看到你的内容而不开心！
每个人都是有选择的权力的，
既然有缘就聚在一起，而没缘只好放弃。

我知道该怎么做了！

2010-07-07T17:45:00.004+08:00

虽然结果不是我想要的！可是我问心无愧，我尽了力就别再留恋了！你也要好好加油吧！突然看到有人链接这首歌，那个歌词简直就是打到我心里去。歌词如下：欣赏一下吧！那我就是现在要做的咯！

分开之后另一年的春天
记忆也像下雪一样溶解
那些有你在身边的影片
呼的一声飞得老远老远
爱在夏天过完之后锁在秋天
当爱过多年之后的我好了一些
雨后的天上彩虹出现衬出一片蓝天
我在淋过一场大雨之后的晴朗
那是春雨里洗过的太阳
每个冬季带来失落伤得多深
然后忽然看懂云的形状
if you listen to the rhythm of the pouring rain
那是春雨里洗过的太阳
每个冬季带来失落伤得多深
每个呼吸都是新的芬芳

分开是另一年的春天
记忆也像下雪一样溶解
那些有你在身边的影片
呼的一声飞得老远老远
爱在夏天过完之后锁在秋天
挨过冬天之后的我好了一些
雨后的天上彩虹出现衬出一片蓝天
我在淋过一场大雨之后的晴朗
那是春雨里洗过的太阳
每个冬季带来失落伤得多深
然后忽然看懂云的形状
if you listen to the rhythm of the pouring rain
那是春雨里洗过的太阳
每个冬季带来失落伤得多深
每个呼吸都是新的芬芳

流下的眼泪留下了智慧
爱情会天亮也一定会黑
世界会等我它问我冬天过去没

我在淋过一场大雨之后的晴朗
那是春雨里洗过的太阳
每个冬季带来失落伤得多深
然后忽然看懂云的形状
if you listen to the rhythm of the pouring rain
那是春雨里洗过的太阳(春雨你的太阳)
每个冬季带来失落伤得多深(伤得多深)
每个呼吸都是你的芬芳
春雨里洗过的太阳

Is over

2010-07-07T04:40:00.002+08:00

Just finish watch the Uruguay vs Holland. It was a fantastic match. Every goal also quite excited from both team. Final will be who vs who. Stay tuned for tomorrow match either is Germany or Spain only.

She already told me that what she will do for the next. I just be quiet & accept it. Really lazy to suffer for her. Hope all the best for each other. Asking me a due date to get a reply really is stupid action seems like pressuring you to choose one.

I really don't what i will done by future. Take it easy. Time might will change all of us. I think gotta have a sleep by now. Headache.

Totally suffer for that words

2010-07-06T21:39:00.002+08:00

I really didnt notice that i will be the third party on it already. Seems like i just be stupid at all until now. What i suppose to do by now? Totally lost.

Thought wanna get a talk & make it all clear. Who knows i really can't accept for it. Sor zai, you really useless! I told myself.

Suddenly just wanna be this & later just wanna be that. What the hell? You thought me as what? I also don't know.

I rather to accept all the stuff also don't want you be suffer anymore. I still wanna continue with it & i said wont be get any scar in my mind. Am i blindly to be this already?

Lazy to talk. Just spam over here my feels. Bye!

分手不是要你不去爱一个人....而是让你学会如何爱惜自己

2010-07-05T09:04:00.001+08:00

我的朋友刚刚在Facebook放给我看的！鼓励一下我！非常感激！谢谢！文章如下，阅读一下吧！

他的离去令你领悟了多少呢？

除了伤心，除了难过，

你领悟了分手背后的意义了吗？

分手的表面只是将相爱的人分开，

分手的背后却是将错误的人送走，

或许两个人的确是真心相爱的，

可分手却从来都不需要什么理由，

正如你爱上他也不需要任何理由，

会分手的就一定不会是合适的，

真心相爱的人可以排除万难，

分手就是有其中一方不够努力...

分手不只是一种领悟，

更是一种变相的成长，

分手的疼并不是只要你的眼泪，

而是要让你明白爱情里的真谛，

分手并不是要让你的心灵创伤，

而是要让你学会自我痊愈的能力，

分手并不是要让你一个人到老，

而是要让你学会独立照顾自己，

分手并不是要你不去爱一个人，

而是让你先学会如何爱惜自己，

如果连你自己都不懂爱惜你自己，

又有什么人会懂得爱惜你呢？

或许这样的成长不是你想要的，

但你并没有选择的权利，

每个人总是要经历伤痛的洗礼，

才会真正地得到成长...

或许这样的方式的确有些残忍，

但也经得起这样的考验的爱情，

才有资格说是真正的爱情吧？

人总是要学会一个人生活，

每个人来的时候只是一个人，

去的时候也不会是两个人的，

能找到一起厮守的人是件幸福的事情，

不能找到一个适合的人也不会怎么样...

爱情与快乐无关，没有爱情一样可以过得很快乐，

因为爱情是两个人的事，而快乐却只是一个人的事...

知道了更痛！

2010-07-05T00:21:00.002+08:00

刚刚才聊起那个话题，讲到一半，自己真的顶不顺了！非常失败！
人真的会那么善变吗？我还在自己欺骗自己应该去信任她！
当时是怎么承诺的呢？最后会变成这样！
真的开始心慌啦！我会挨得过吗？
必须透透气啦！简直就是想死的感觉！
不能期望什么了，朋友可能说得对。
当她真的对你有意思的时候，什么都不是问题。
根本不会考虑什么来和你在一起。
如果她不是喜欢你，她只好拖你而已！
好恐怖啊！死心吧！

Try to be busy for something

2010-07-04T02:04:00.002+08:00

I didnt sleep for whole night by yesterday & now i also havent sleep yet. Insomnia already. Today i try to make myself full of schedule. Keep on busy for my car stuff. Thought today going to get the Canon 550D but who knows the shop is closed by today. No luck! Really can't ignore the feelings at all even that i doing my stuff.

Just come back to watch that stupid Argentina vs Germany match. The player from Argentina really disappointed. My lovely Messi is gone. Sienz.

This two nights be the driver to fetch people back from work. =.=a

Ok. Stop over here la. Is the time to go out for support Spain to lose. Haha. Bye.

Already gone

2010-07-03T11:26:00.003+08:00

Nothing much i can do since the fact is showing like this. Keep on asking myself to accept it since i don't have any choice. We might be in this messy relationship for a year already & now it was ended. Just feel a bit surprise only. I gotta sad on it for whole night & keep on thinking about it. Don't want torturing who & who anymore by now. Must be matured enough by now. Thank for those who willing to consult with me. Life still will proceed on.

1st day of July

2010-07-01T10:22:00.002+08:00

It was a brand new day for this month. Hope it will be the better than previous one. Actually i plan to write this post by midnight one. But i fall asleep earlier. Maybe too tired already. So just use this break time to post on it.

Quite hard to survive for it by this & previous week. Insomnia by few days. Assignment, mid-term, football & personal issue. Still stuck on it. Haiz. Luckily i still got someone to chat & talk some on it. Thanks to shaz & catlyn. Really quite good to communicate with you all. :)

Already stop my 016 for certain period. Don't want let it interrupt my life. Just slowly make it gone first. Honestly, I'm still weak & not matured enough to handle this kind of condition yet.

Yesterday i just received a message which is asking me "don't speed". Don't know why suddenly just feel the happiness from that text. It was so sweet. Really quite miss you. How about you? I really don't want to be so stubborn to keep continue like this anymore. Suddenly i want this & that. It was tired & torturing. Maybe i agree to stop on it will be the best solution. Let the time pass through it.

Okies, i guess thats all for by now. Gotta stop over here by now. Thanks for read.

Look likes a stranger

2010-06-30T00:54:00.002+08:00

Today just notice that it change like the stranger. All the efforts just suddenly gone. It was hurt & sad. Why must be like that? Totally no idea on it. Just feel that i already fall down into a dark side & hope someone can pull me up from it.

Tomorrow gotta sit for the MQA interview & mid-term test. Later still want watch the Portugal vs Spain. Who will win? No idea for that. Hopefully is Portugal.

Trying want to talk with you but scare somethings on it. Bored already. Hope the time can make me change a lot. Gotta go do some revision. Tata.

Week 5

2010-06-29T00:30:00.002+08:00

So fast just pass through week 5. It was bored & tension. This week need to sit one mid-term test already. That subject really hard to understand what it talk about. Sienz. Tired.. Sleep..

Still dumb by today

2010-06-28T01:54:00.002+08:00

Just finish watching the Karate-Kid. After that just knew that England is been knock out.. Hopeless.. Finally my streamyx is back. Haha. I love this internet speed. Is quite late by now. Don't know i will still insomnia or not. What she doing by now? Aiks..

Brand new day

2010-06-27T19:06:00.002+08:00

Didn't sleep for whole night. But now i also havent sleep yet. This morning go to get my car painting & a movie with that "orang kecil". Then just hang around & it was tired & sleepy. Whole day didnt ring up the phone & maybe decide to stop using it anymore. Tons of people asking me don't be so stubborn & it was the time to know what is should be end. Many words appear especially "sor zai" from them. So i declare it by now. We are finish & over. It totally none of my business anymore since she may be have a new one & i sure will congra to her. Haha. Actually i just act only since i haven't meet up this situation yet. God bless me that i able to remain as kuat as i can & it wont affect my study mood. I really don't want be like someone & make myself looks so cheap. Thanks. :)

对不起，我不再等你了

2010-06-27T09:40:00.001+08:00

对不起！我不会再傻傻的等你了.....谢谢你的不珍惜，让我学会了放弃。。。。。

对不起，我不再等你了
我再也不会发只有“在干嘛”的三字的短信了，不会在打扰你的生活了

对不起，我不再等你了
我不会在早上醒来看看手机，有没有你发的信息

对不起，我不再等你了
你的facebook少了我脚印，因为我不在意你的一举一动了

对不起，我不再等你了
不会再翻着你发给我的短信，因为已经全部删掉了

对不起，我不再等你了
我不会在睡前紧握手机只为等你那一句晚安

对不起，我不再等你了
我不会再翻着关于你的照片，不再在意你现在过得好不好

对不起，我不再等你了
我不再在意现在的你有没有闹脾气

对不起，我不再等你了
不再因为你情绪影响到我

对不起，我不再等你了
我不会打电话给你，只想告诉你，我很想你。

对不起，我不再等你了
不会因为你一句话，死心踏地去做某事。

对不起，我不再等你了
看到你闪亮的facebook头像，不会再徘徊是否要say hi

对不起，我不再等你了
看到手机里，你的名字，不会再犹豫是否要删掉

对不起，我不再等你了
想起过去的点滴，我会适可而止，不会再偷偷落泪

对不起，我不再等你了
不管你和他是合是离，都与我无关

对不起，我不再等你了
在街上看见你不是一个人，我也不会委屈自己绕道

对不起，我不再等你了
看到你的讯息，我不会再放下手边的事情，只为不要让你等太久

对不起，我不再等你了
一份需要徘徊的爱情，是不会长久的

对不起，我不再等你了
我现在才知道，回忆始终是回忆，我不会给你第二次的放弃我的机会

对不起，我不再等你了
我不会让你打扰我现在的生活

对不起，我不再等你了
即使在孤单的时候，有一个朋友在身边就够了。

若生命只到这里，从此没有我 .......

单纯的喜欢

2010-06-27T09:16:00.003+08:00

我们已经好几天没什么联络了。
现在已经过了第三天了，我也觉得这样的结果很无奈。
早知道真的不该懂那些，不然我至少还能继续保持这种关系。
很多东西是可以从朋友开始聊起的。毕竟我们也是从朋友开始啊！
难道你之前所说的都是假的吗？
突然间可以180度转变。
我有时候可能真的会管你，我也会小气和大男人。
可是我是注重你的啊！
累了啦！
再这样下去无视我真的会完蛋了！
你竟然无心了，我自己也要让我自己放弃啦！
谢谢你让我单纯的喜欢。

Don't know why..

2010-06-25T23:00:00.002+08:00

I really knew it was always happen one when meet for something which is new.. It will totally forget about existing one.. Why?

Is that really good sign for it? Oh my gosh.. Everything might be happen during friend stage at first..

Damm.. Lazy to think already.. You want how then how.. Don't bother then ok. Less energy by now.

I'm back

2010-06-05T16:45:00.003+08:00

Hello, ladies & gentleman. I'm back. How are you all recently? Hope all the best to you all.

Just finish spent my 2 weeks semester break. So far, during my sems break i just go for KL & Cameron Highlands only. Those trip still enjoyable, but maybe get a lot of saman. We got took some photograph in cameron highland since we have a professional photographer. Haha..

During that 2 weeks, we got some argument. Maybe mood is different & it was the causes. Still trying to be good on it. I will work hard on to suit you one because i still waiting. Hehe..

Final exam result is released, just noticed that the result already filter up certain friends been knock out. I knew your result also not so nice & I hope you this sems will work harder.

I started my new trimester on 31/5. So far, its been one week already. Studying the level 3 paper might be a bit stress. Lecturer already mentioned that final exam won't ask those definition of the term at all, all question will be tricky & need you to think about it. God bless me that i still able to survive in this sems. My timetable in this sems got a lot of break by everyday. I still plan to change the tutorial class time at all. Hate for 5pm class in friday since it will affecting me back to my home.

Gotta stop over here. Have a nice day to everyone.

Finish the stupid final..

2010-05-16T02:57:00.002+08:00

Yes.. Finally i done my bloody final.. Say bye bye to my Year 2 Semester 1.. Wahaha..
These few days quite a bit blur.. Not enough sleep at all.. But still able want chat with you at midnight.. Quite fun.. Haha.. How about you? Overall for the performance is normal.. May be die on it.. Still depends on luck.. Today i help you move the stuff & just notice that you really got a lot of things to move.. Seems like you are shifting house.. Hehe.. I can smell someone that tried to mess up the condition with me.. Please don't try to trick around me.. Already be an adult.. Be mature a bit la.. I dislike to play this upside down game anymore.. I don't know why want be this.. Since not match channel then i just stop on it only.. You may set me as target but don't try to judge on me because you still not qualify to do so.. Thanks.. Do you think who i'm talking to by now? Yeah.. Is you!

I sleep la.. If not later yao get scold de lo.. Nitez.. :)

Bloody Final..

2010-05-08T15:46:00.002+08:00

Just finish up one paper by last Thursday.
Totally not confidence for that paper at all.
Bad sign is appear for failure on that particular subject.
Damm..

Next Monday & Tuesday still got 2 papers waiting me.
I just no mood to touch on them by now.

I knew you this few days not so happy & rush for it.
But remember must care yourself & don't stress much for yourself.
I will always support you.

Miss you ya.. Dear..

Just simply a post..

2010-04-25T23:44:00.002+08:00

Hi fellas, sorry for not update my blog for 2 weeks ++.. How are you all recently? Hope all will be fine. Nowadays are busy for the bloody final. Still got tons of problems are stuck on me and it looks like unable to solve it forever.. Haiz.. I want clear those messy stuff by asap..

In this 2 weeks, my mood & emotion will become worst & worst.. Just bear with me please.. Thanks..

请不要伤害那些外表开心的人

2010-04-06T21:32:00.002+08:00

总有一些人，他们看上去整天都很开心，嘻嘻哈哈的，没有烦恼，像个小孩，他们会说玩是我最大的乐趣，我很喜欢玩，我什么都会玩人多的时候他们脸上总挂着笑容，好多人都会羡慕他们，然而这其实是他们最悲哀的地方，他们不想让别人看到自己难过的一面，更没有能力一个人独处，因为当夜深人静的时候，他不知道一个人会发生什么事，坐在窗前冥想走过的点滴，没有人读的懂他们，想着想着貌似快乐的他们就会黯然流下一脸的悲伤，然后自己对自己说：其实也没什么，命运吧！所以他们就整天逼自己笑，以此来逃避那些常人所不能不承受的痛苦！
他们貌似很坚强，因为在别人看来，他们什么事都能微笑着去面对，但事实上他们长着世界上最脆弱的心灵，只是长期的伪装使得别人很难发现他们内心深处的创伤。他们其实非常孤独，虽然看到他们时都是在跟一群人谈天说地，那是因为他们实在不能承受一个人时的折磨！
他们只想简简单单、快快乐乐的活着，期待并且相信每个人给的笑容都是真心的，希望身边的人都是真正的喜欢自己。即使别人小小的意见，也会另他们难过好久，他们真的真的很介意，介意自己不被人喜欢。因为，他们总是为别人想的很多，对别人总是比对自己好；把能对喜欢的人好当做幸福，喜欢别人比喜欢自己多。
他们总是那样，前一秒还伤心的流着泪，后一秒出现在朋友面前的时候，已经满脸溢着灿烂的笑容。有人说他们是向日葵，是的，他们在意的人就像是太阳，在面对太阳的时候永远是明艳的花瓣，而太阳照不到的背面，那悲伤藏得那么好，不愿被看见。
他们向往放纵自由的生活，却必须为了谁很努力的朝另外的一个方向活着，很累很累，却仍是心甘情愿。离自己的梦境越来越来远，不得不面对从未想过的争夺和复杂，恐慌、不知所措。只有面对最信赖的人时，才会卸下盔甲，委屈的流下眼泪。因为在他们心里，笑就是开心，哭就是难过，接近就是喜欢，远离就是讨厌。但其实不是，他们明白了，心好伤，眼泪就没忍住。哭过之后，笑笑得擦干眼泪，说，没关系，我可以做的很好的。
他们好像无所不能，好像总是不会有烦恼，好像什么问题都能轻而易举的解决，总是喜欢喜欢出现在流泪的人面前，笑嘻嘻的逗着笑。而面对自己的问题，他们却茫然无措，面对自己的悲伤，他们只会躲在人们看不见的角落里慢慢由伤口越裂越大。
他们的想法非常简单，说出来的就是心里所想的，肚子里不会拐七道八道的小弯，无心的话可能会引起别人的误解。所以，请别记恨他们，他们从不愿伤害谁，小小的错误就能让他们懊悔很久。
他们其实非常单纯，甚至你曾经给了他一个微笑他也会一辈子记得你的好，因此他们的世界观其实也很简单，他们很容易受蛊惑，请不要轻易的伤害他们的感情，因为一旦伤害了，那就将永远弥补不回来！如果你身边有这种人请你给予他（她）那怕是凤毛麟角的那点关怀，让他（她）知道这个世界没有抛弃他们。。。如果你的身边有这么一个人!请不要伤害他（她）们！因为她们并不坚强。。。。。。。。。。。。

Just read this from my friends there. Not bad. Atleast similar with mine one. I willing to ask her.. Is it you write for me? Haha..

Fall to hell from heaven

2010-04-02T00:55:00.005+08:00

Super duper moody by now.
But i knew it willing to come already since i also want solve that problem as well.
Trying my best already.
Just appreciate what you done for me.
I understand that i write too much rubbish over here & it will makes some gossip at behind.
Thanks God,
i'm still need to prove that i still able survive on it.
Just want spread my stress only.
Sorry!

It was really a big injection by now.
Feel myself just like a puppy.
Follow here & there.
Promise this & that.
All are nonsense & craps.
Sooner sure got many questions from others pop up.
My insecurities and desperation are spilling all over, and these are the main reasons?
Should I be dump?

I just make it clear for this situation & think twice on it.
I still got my own honour also.
I don't want be so cheap.
I swear.
I hate this fool once again.
Please respect my feeling.
Don't mess me up!

Get to know what you want by now..

2010-04-01T00:07:00.001+08:00

A person who whines about being rejected is giving the power of his self-worth to another person. In effect, this means he has no self-worth because he isn't evaluating himself, someone else is doing it for him. This is also true with articles/topics on attraction. It is all assuming what the other party wants and adapting to it. Once again, putting the power of evaluation onto an external source. Where the hell are your standards?

Peer pressure is often the reason why guys chase certain girls. Whether its because all your friends have one, or maybe its just to show off how "macho/cool/awesome" you are by having a hot chick by your side. Is it really necessary though? Would that really make you happy? So ask yourselves, what do you really want in a partner, heck... what do you really want in LIFE? Will the woman you want fit in the life you want to lead? Set your standards, know what you want, know what you need and you will have a direction.

Humans are not the borg, everyone is different. Each and every girl has their own tastes, standards, personality, quirks, etc. Its impossible to be a man who can please them all. Since you can't please everyone, why don't you find the girls who matter? The girls you really want? Now that you've set a standard, its time for you to qualify the people you meet and see if they meet your standard.

Say for example, you're a handsome guy, but happy with a "not so attractive" girl who loves you dearly and meets what you look for in a partner. Others may say "omg, you can do so much better" or "Dude, why are you settling for less?". None of that matters, you've found someone who meets your criteria and you're happy. THAT is what is important.

Now if you truly want the best, like a woman who's beautiful, intelligent, funny, loving, loyal, rich, kinky, etc. then be prepared for a hard journey. As much as you have standards, they will to. So you will have to improve yourself to meet their standards but not at the cost of your own standards. Chase what you want as much as you like, but what you want, must also have what you need. Remember, wants are optional, needs are a requirement.

So basically be who you want to be, don't bother with what people think of you. Do what makes you happy and you'll attract those who will suit your lifestyle. In the end, its your happiness that matters, not trying to prove yourself to be better than others. You must have a life of your own, and your partner is someone you share that life with.

Stupid mood comes again..

2010-03-31T16:16:00.002+08:00

Don't know why suddenly i saw something then my mood will change? Is that im sick? Just curious to ask myself only? Regards that day about your questions. Actually i really don't know how to answer on it but i will try to prove that i able to control it. Bear some times with me. If i telling you that sure you will scold & angry again. So i rather spread over here better. Haha.

I think i should be ok by later.. Gambateh..

Happy Birthday.. Sweetie..

2010-03-29T04:04:00.001+08:00

Hi, sweetie. Now is your big day. Hope you likes what i done to you & i hope what i promise to you will comes true on it after it. Hehe. We have a long conversation by just now. Blek. Dunno want write by now already. Sleep ba.. Happy birthday.. ^^

Life is upside down

2010-03-27T10:34:00.006+08:00

Hi, my fellas.. How are you all recently? Sorry for not updated my bloggy around 2 weeks times.. Gotta a bit busy on homework & play as well.. Haha..

One whole week just busy for settle those assignments & test then it gotta another assignment once again.. Damm.. Study life was wonderful.. >.<" How about you all?

Nowadays let ppl said i ngam cham le.. Old folk house also don't want me at all.. :( I think i should less ngam on it already.. Then i get some new nickname pula.. "Bendan, Sha Gua, 8 gong & etc".. Haha.. Just want to tell you that no need always thanks me la.. If you want thanks on me just give me .... CASH.. Keke..

Sometimes just argue for awhile seem it looks like quite fun.. =.=a Thanks for answering me it by clearly.. Appreciate it at all.. Now is the time to knock out Edision already.. Haha..

Btw, I really love that deal.. Just continue that deal on it no matter how ar.. :)

Miss my babies.. =)

Emotional..

2010-03-13T18:16:00.004+08:00

Still remember our conversation by that day.. May be i'm was the one who be so emotional.. Totally no idea for that.. I thought it will be end.. But at last we still able to talk again.. =)

Sometimes i need some calm.. So i just be quiet & don't want have a talk only.. But you also won't asking much.. That's fine because i understood your style as well & i just ignore on it only..

Today you break your promise to me at all.. May be I understood that why you will do so.. Its my fault also.. Aiks..

Don't know what should be write by now.. Just simply spread some words with my stupid feeling.. The song at below just want to present for you all.. Enjoy.. ^^

I'm sorry for it..

2010-03-04T01:17:00.002+08:00

Opps.. Just now done something wrong which is overly too much. I deeply apologize for it since it was my fault. I shouldn't be like that. Now i just be thinking why i do so? Haiz.. I guess nothing else that i able to talk by now except sorry this word only. I admit that i too sensitive on it. Nothing much to excuse for it already. Sob..

Just finish try my TCP/IP practical. The network is huge & difficult. I spent 3 hours to research on it also can't complete it by 100%. I think my practical test will be die faster by this friday.

Haiz.. Don't know want talk what by now.. Stop writing.. Bye..

Just enjoy by now first..

2010-03-03T02:42:00.003+08:00

Is the time to change my mind, can't be stubborn on one side anymore.. If i able to ignore it just ignore only.. Like what i said.. "I'm kuat mah.." Maybe the fact i just a vary weak person.. Lolx..

Just now after dinner, my stupid housemate ask me ride motor go Mambang Diawan to play badminton.. It was rain by that time.. But luckily got some stupid fella join with me also & go for it.. Haha.. Get wet by together la..

Don't know want write what by now.. Just feel a bit moody & spread it out.. Maybe is my stingy issue appear again.. =.=a Nowadays keep on listen something about tools from my friend & it was super duper annoying in my mind.. Damm..

Okies.. Times up.. Sleep..

Sounds weird..

2010-03-02T02:37:00.000+08:00

Today just face some super duper attitude.. Giving me those rubbish style.. You just think who you are? I think that is my maximum level on it.. Please don't try to challenge me..

Just now suddenly just don't know whats going on.. Sounds like got some different already.. I just stop asking anymore.. Tomorrow gotta sit for my database quiz.. Oh my god, i still got many notes haven't scan through.. Die soon..

Lazy to type already.. Nitez..

I'm back again

2010-02-28T05:30:00.010+08:00

Sorry guys, seems like two weeks didn't update my blog already. Gotta a bit busy about my assignment & CNY activities by last two weeks. I think i should able to summary some issues during this two weeks. Haha!

First of all, CNY celebration is good because it was the period that we spent money on gambling, fireworks & liquor. But we also able to try a lot of delicious cookies. Most important is getting angpao. Haha.. How about yours one?

I really can't unexpected that we able to meet during this CNY since i thought we just meet again after the CNY period. Don't miss me until like that la. You always appear around my house area even having meal must near from my house also. I like it.. Lolx..

Erm.. What also we got talk during this two weeks. Actually can't define as talk is should be call as fight.. We compare the angpao amount which is who will getting more on it.. I sore throat & you also want argue with me for the dried meat issue.. Always want to scold me only.. Please remember that you are the one who make me lose money in mahjong & don't call me as "lan du gui" (means a person who always addicted on gambling) anymore! Blek.. I totally love that day you promise to me which you want "tum" me.. I love that designation & can i call it by everyday? Ngek ngek.

After this week, i think i will be busy for mid-term, assignment & quiz as well. It was scary la. Oh my god, is 6am.. Gotta sleep already.. Bye..

my photo shooting during fireworks time.. ^^

"Bobby" which is the name from this cute monster..

Lets' take a photo

Happy Chinese New Year & Valentine's Day

2010-02-14T02:41:00.002+08:00

14/2 will be a bit special by this year because it was Chinese New Year & Valentine's day. Both also locate at a same date. I'm just be usual & play over my friends there for whole night. Syok.

This time for the valentine's day quite special a bit because i'm celebrate with my family. Haha. But i still got do some action for it. :)

Is late la.. I want continue my stuff.. See ya..

Gong Xi Fa Cai to everyone.

Hi..

2010-02-04T20:31:00.002+08:00

Okies.. Boys & Girls.. Seems a week didn't touch on my blogger already.. How are you all? Hope everything is fine.. :)

Recently i quite busy since got tons of assignment need to pass up before the CNY weeks.. Don't worry about the gathering for the CNY period.. All will be going as usual.. Ready up the cash & we fight again.. When you all back at Ipoh just drop me a text..

Gotta go already.. Good days..

My critical thinking?

2010-01-28T22:38:00.002+08:00

Holy shit.. I'm done wrong again? Your bombastic words just like insulting me as well.. So I just be kind to give you my feedback since it seems like my fault.. Come on.. Just try to check your log & understand the meaning of your words first before you give me some good advice.. I'm not aim about your fault.. OK?

Maybe you are right.. I'm the one who think too much on it.. I guess i need to recall back my thinking first.. At last i just able to give you a deeply apologize..

Opps.. My project 365 will be suspend for awhile

2010-01-25T22:35:00.001+08:00

Sorry to say that my project will be suspend awhile since i busy for my stuff & works.. Super duper sorry.. I will try to keep it back from track by as soon as possible.. =(

Project # 10 - My humble rig

2010-01-24T18:58:00.000+08:00

Finally i can play awhile for my rubbish rig.. But later i gotta back to Kampar already.. =.=" I still finding the dual-link dvi cable since i willing to get the maximum resolution for my toys.. Where can i get it? Sob.. Sob..

My lovely 30" LCD Monitor

Tired..

2010-01-24T03:48:00.000+08:00

Spent whole evening to keep those unused stuff.. Need to clean it up by as soon as possible since the Chinese New Year is around the corner.. But now i still own a lot of rubbish.. How? =.="

Finish set up my rubbish rig only.. Still no time to test on it..

I just take a break to post some words over here only & willing go for a sleep because now is 3 something already.. Tomorrow still need going back to that bored town.. Aiks..

Okies.. Times up.. Wanna have a sleep adi..

Project # 9 - Home Made Sandwich

2010-01-23T15:39:00.003+08:00

It was a weekend by today.. Since i'm not interest to get porridge as my meal.. So i decide just make the sandwich by my own.. It contains egg + ham.. Its yummy but the looks wasn't nice.. =.="

Joseph's home made sandwich => Yummy

Home Sweet Home

2010-01-23T00:05:00.002+08:00

Yes.. Finally i'm back at home.. I miss my bed, my mom's meal & air con..

Just pass through a week from my new trimester. Overall the progress still ok with me. Lecturer are good & fun as well especially is my Sunzi's Lecturer. He is awesome.. Looks like a joker.. Haha..

But something just make me tension by now which is the grading system is change in my university. No more grade "D" already. Passing mark is 50 marks.. Really suffer by now already since once i fail then i gotta repeat that particular fail unit..

Some people really surprising me after i knew the results. Don't give up.. We gotta work hard by together in this sems.. =)

Quite tired by now.. Lazy to write la..

Project # 8 - Time for the reference book?

2010-01-22T00:02:00.003+08:00

Since im lack of knowledge about "oracle" database. Should i buy a reference book for it? It quite costly..

Oracle 10g

Project # 7 - New toys

2010-01-21T00:00:00.001+08:00

I quite bored during my lecture class.. My friends suddenly took out something to let me see.. I was shocked when i look on it by that time.. Faint..

Surprise...

Project # 6 - I drop one subject already

2010-01-20T23:54:00.001+08:00

Finally i drop my "Economic" subject.. So Monday i will be free for whole day..

Latest Timetable

Project # 5 - My Study is Started

2010-01-19T22:15:00.006+08:00

Finally i need to start my study already.. Just get printed those notes.. Argh.. Time for work again..

Notes.. Hate it..

Project # 4 - Lelong my computer rig

2010-01-18T22:37:00.003+08:00

This is my humble computer rig.. Who interest to buy it from me just drop me a message.. I want stop using it already.. Say "Bye Bye" for my dekstop..

My rubbish rig

Project # 3 - My Timetable In This Trimester

2010-01-17T00:58:00.002+08:00

Oh my gosh.. Just noticed that my timetable in this trimester is like this. 7 subjects.. Now just think whether want drop 1 of it or not.. Aiks.. I hope can grab all the subject but i'm scare i can't archive it.. >.<"

My lovely timetable as above..

Project # 2 - Let's go for Luk Luk

2010-01-16T04:51:00.005+08:00

This is my favorite food which is call as Luk Luk. I go there for two nights by non-stop.. Its quite cheap.. Just 60 cent for each.. I addict on those pork fillet. Thats yummy.. Usually when i'm at Ipoh sure i will go there & sapu those food.. Haha..

Ipoh's Luk Luk... is cheap & tasty.. ^^

I going to the bad temper again..

2010-01-16T02:15:00.002+08:00

Don't know why today i just be the super bad mood. Maybe donate RM 100 to already since done wrong reload. Argh... Sienz...

When i able to pass through this cruelly period? Hope it won't be so long for me..

Please stop challenging my patient.. I scare i can't control after it..

I wanna go have some fun first.. Bye..

Project # 1 - Crunch

2010-01-15T21:43:00.004+08:00

This few days really busy for packing parcels at home. Ship out all those unwanted stuff to others. Clean out a lot of rubbish as well. Suddenly saw an ice-cream vendor pass through in front my house. Is the time for a break. =)

Ice-cream.. Crunch it.. Haha..

Project 365 for 2010

2010-01-15T03:48:00.003+08:00

I just read up an interesting project that make me willing to have a try on it. Now they all define it as Project 365. It talked about the idea of showcasing a photo a day of the life around you. Sounds like easy right.. since majority of us own a camera phone by nowadays. It doesn't need any expensive gadget like those DSLR. Simple camera will be good enough as well.

Why Do It?
It just like a photo diary & make you remind back the path that you walk through before. It will show up those action that you done on that particular date. Is that good for you?

How To Do It?
You just need to upload your daily shoots over here with some photo description to explain what’s going on in daily photograph. It will help you remember down the road, and it gives friends following along a better appreciation of why you took the photo you did. You don’t need to write those grandmother story, just little bit is enough.

Ready up to join with me? Just enjoy with this project & share it out to the world.

Whats going on?

2010-01-15T01:28:00.005+08:00

Just feel the situation is different & abit weird on it. Do i saw something that i'm not suppose to see? It was totally boring & embarrassing me at all. Whatever, i knew that was unable to change as well by now even the future. Just accept it since it was the basic attitude that they have by currently. Some question are shouldn't need the answer as well. Why you still think it was like a joke at all? Are you the one who keep on remind back on it as well until now? Argh.. I want ignore all of that.. Sorry about this.. I'm really not willing to talk about you one but i need spread out the stress only..

I also don't know what is going on at all by now? Actually it just like what? Anyone can give me the proper answer? I was keep thinking in my mind what is suppose be with it? Finally my mind just pop up some words which is able to match my status by now -> A Piece of Jerk.. Why got a lot of unclear condition? Is that my problem?

In this realistic social world which is contains different types of people. For my life circle, i also faced different kind from it. Lazy to mention who by now, if you you are the one then you are. =)

Life still rolling & i still need to face through it since it was your style. I will make myself keep avoid on it.. Is the time for the end.. Enjoy the song at below..

New plan?

2010-01-14T01:38:00.004+08:00

I guess is the time that i should make a list that i want complete for this year. Actually i got many things that i want to complete by this year. Do i able to archive it by the end of this year? Be clear for my mind & i will try my best on it. Believe & support me please.

Last night we just talk until 5 something. I'm be good & spent my sleeping time to chat with you. Lolx. We just quite long while that didn't chat at all. You gotta sit on your final exam by currently. All the best for you & hope you won't stress too much as well.

Now i just think about the ignorance will be good on it? Who knows? Maybe is able to have a try since i'm not the first one who done on it. I deserved to get anything that i really want but i need to spent my effort during that particular progress. "Work hard.. Dude.. You can make it!"

My horrible result in MUET is make me sucks on it. I gotta resit it again. Hate it & waste the money again. Aiks. I swear.. I will beat it up by this time..

Okies.. Time to stop.. Good night everyone. =)

Difference..

2010-01-13T00:25:00.003+08:00

Is been a week didn't update my blog as well. Actually quite busy as well for whole week because i going to grab my rubbish & sell it out as well. No choice since i want earn some pocket money for my funds. Haha..

We got a week which are less communicate between each other as well. Do i mess up something? I got a feel which is showing some different. Maybe you don't pay attention & walk through it only since i looks like a piece of jerk in your mind? Frankly speaking, i totally no idea what should i talk about it. Just like keep on routine.. I don't mind the active one, but i totally no idea about it for the next step. Is it got any endless topic in this world? Oh my gosh, anyone able to put me a hand through this issue?

I'm trying to be clear on it & hope i was in the right track. Maybe i'm the one who lost the original direction already. Now is the time. Appreciate that you spent your time for reading up this dumb post. Thanks again. :)

Whats wrong on you?

2010-01-06T16:01:00.002+08:00

Don't know why i just be an idiot and thinking your stuff after you told me that issues.. The fact i really didn't saw you for certain period & it should be the causes make me not understand on you already? I still cares on you but i really don't hope you will change become like that.. Why you wanna always keep on negative thinking? Do you think is that worth by doing so? I will said it was not worth.. I knew it was hurt & you already make the decision to do so then why still want keep thinking on that?

Frankly speaking that i don't know you still got read on my blog or not.. If you read about this post.. I want to tell you that life is still full of hope, don't just limited yourself & stuck over there.. A lot of people still concern on you as well.. I finish my crapping already.. Bye..

Welcome Year 2010

2010-01-01T17:45:00.002+08:00

Hoho.. This is the first post in my blog for year 2010.. At first, sure i wish all the best for all people that i knew.. Nothing much to write by now.. Just simply spam on it only.. 2 weeks later my study trimester will be continue soon.. Just bless the result will be ok on it.. Lolx.. All just get well in health, financial, study & etc..

Happy New Year 2010..

Goodbye 2009

2009-12-31T17:39:00.003+08:00

Today is the last day of Year 2009. Everyone is seems like busy to welcome the Year 2010 coming. Haha.. All willing to drop down the old memories & getting for the new hope. I guess i also will be the same as well. I really not sure what i expected from it at all by previously. I guess now is the time to cut it off for those ambiguous issues already. Maybe you are right, actually I really don't understand on it & what i need, just let the time make it become more clearly. I living in my own world & don't expect myself got any changes on it. I guess it was my self-fish personal excuses only which i wanna run of it. Imagination world are always different from your expected in this real world, so i really don't get any kind of dream about it. Lolx.. Gotta stop on it already.. Cheers..

Happy New Year to every one..

Useless mood

2009-12-30T01:32:00.005+08:00

Oh my gosh..

Just over a week for my trimester break..

What i had be done for this whole week?

Hmm..

Let me remind first..

Frankly speaking..

Is nothing..

Just sleep, eat, lepak, going for chit-chat session with friends & etc..

All just seems like super duper useless activities.. Lolx..

We gonna have some invisible gap by now?

Just my comments only..

During this moment..

Do we just looks like a stranger..

I guess it was be the most suitable word for that..

If you read it & please don't blame me that i saying these kind of things..

Just telling what i saw & feel only..

I accept that until to that maximum level..

Trying my best as i can already..

But i still feel that i'm just a clown only..

Is ok..

I will following my style back..

I want to see the truth only..

Don't block at all..

May be we just didn't meet for certain period..

Argh... Nonsense.. Craps..

Keep on routine for it..

Do i be clear at all?

Times up..

我会是这样吗？

2009-12-26T17:22:00.004+08:00

奋斗是浪漫的吗？

自从我立定决心上进时，就意味着要改变所有的生活习惯，坚持奋斗对我来说异常痛苦。

我以前看过不少电影，往往讲述主角怎样凭着不断奋斗上进得以反败为胜，重中还有令人振奋的音乐衬托，让人联想到奋斗是一件何等浪漫的一件事，但当我深入其中时，一切都变得如此遥远，站在放弃的边缘，无尽的空虚涌上心头。

有哪个人不希望每件事都顺着自己的意愿，开心地完成每一件事，我们切蛋糕时许的愿也不是心想事成，但我用了不少心力，发觉我们要发奋进步只不过是一连串违背自己思想的行为。

人....是不喜欢被人违背的，何况是自己。

我本身就见过不少成功的人为了改变，让自己长期陷入自己不喜欢的环境里。

现代的年轻人大部分都我行我素，又有谁舍得放弃随心所欲的生活，其实我也不例外。

爱情....当然也会如此，其实长久的爱情不是对方长得多美多英俊，而是双方的解决挫折的能力有多高。

八十年代出世的我们已经被人誉为草莓族了，更年轻的更是比草莓更容易受伤敏感，所以我已经很久没看过正正有体谅的爱情了，往往是从开始的激情发展到非常实际现实的阶段，到那时，付负责的人当然能常相厮守，但浪漫的一族就会简简单单地说一句分手吧，这就是我们每件事都希望没挫折的结果，奋斗的人生更是如此。

其实靠脑袋想出绝计成功和喜欢寻找捷径的人只是一线之差，基本上是没有可能，我看我已避免不到长期的奋斗了，而我已习惯现在的生活了，虽然老土但会不断地进步，你不喜欢像我这样吧！

这篇短文是来自于一个朋友的手笔。。

Merry Christmas

2009-12-25T04:06:00.002+08:00

Just went back at home & finish my shower as well..

Is been 4 something morning by now already..

At first i just went for my friend's house to join his Christmas celebration party..

Just stay awhile over there & have some food only.. After that i still gotta attend the next round with other friends..

I got feel something actually by that time but i prefer make it miserable since nowadays got a lot of reader willing to ask me after read about it..
Haha..

Those reader..

You know i'm talking about who already..

Is you..

I might be not so spontaneous by that session.. even i just feel a bit messy during that time..

May be i'm not ready up & i knew what i should do..

I'm still not drunk yet.. Haha..

Time for sleep.. Merry Christmas to everyone..

Holiday is begin

2009-12-23T16:52:00.004+08:00

Finally i finish my bloody final.. But i still not confidence on my subjects at all.. Haiz.. Just let it be natural.. Now is the time to relax.. Haha..

When i back at home.. The first things that i do is lie on my bed with air-con.. Home sweet home.. Haha..

Got 2 weeks break by now & what i should plan for this period? Lepak at where? Still don't have any idea yet.. Hehe..

I guess i gotta a lot of rubbish wanna clear off by now since is the end of the year already..

Lazy to write already since i wanna take a nap.. See ya..

Happy Midwinter Festival

2009-12-21T23:19:00.002+08:00

Aiks.. I can't go back home celebrate this festival & eat the sweet dumplings by this year.. Damm it.. Why? Just because i need to sit the bloody final exam at 23rd.. Overall i still haven't finish study all the chapters & blogging over here by now.. Lolx.. Gonna die soon.. Anyone able to help me? Just simply come over here to shout out only.. Anyways.. Happy Midwinter Festival to you all & enjoy your reunion with your beloved family.. 冬至快乐！

Campfire night

2009-12-20T13:08:00.006+08:00

Just finish enjoying the campfire at my secondary school.. Overall performance still acceptable since many years didn't attend this kind of activity already.. This campfire gather up a lot of former back to school & have a crazy night..

First at all, when i going back to school & look around.. A lot of people are changed.. Some of them just be the father already.. Haha.. Looks like i also been old already.. =(

Before that campfire night.. All are stay back for the last preparation.. My buddy been crazy & make the steamboat at school.. Totally nuts with them.. Lolx..

Most happy that we all those same batch can meet up & have some chit-chat session.. After complete the event, we just gossiping & remind back the old funny memories in school that time. Quite good & relax since all are old buddy one.. Really hope can get another one by as soon as possible..

Sleepy already.. Tata..

Main Stage..

Backup Stage..

All looks like tired..

Jia Fei & M3

Stop shooting us la..

纯真的情侣 vs 捣蛋的小狗

2009-12-17T22:14:00.005+08:00

看这张纯真的插图，大家有什么感觉呢？作家可是和我同校的哦！他就是朱威龙先生。我只是想放出来和大家一起欣赏而已！

那对情侣真的画得不错。。还有我喜欢那对兔子！

虽然是人比人比死人，但人生很多方面只不过是比较出来的，我看了一个很有趣的文章，原来每个人都是以自己为中心，大部分所谓的以别人为本都变得自欺欺人，怎么说呢？当我们看到石头和花朵时，要你在其中选一样你认为比较重要的，你一定会选花，因为花是和你一样有生命的，而石头是没生命的；然后再将花和狗比较时，虽然花和狗都是有生命的，但你会觉得狗比较接近自己，当中你就会选狗；接着再拿狗和人比较，答案更不用质疑，当然是人；人和朋友比较，答案是朋友；再将朋友和家人比较的话，我们会选家人；家人和伴侣比较的话，大部分人都会选伴侣，当中我们可以体会到原来人是以自己为本。你想象有一天突然发生灾难，你会牺牲自己而成全他或她吗？这幅画讽刺的地方是就算小狗正在破坏美丽的花，但我们还是只觉得小狗的可爱。很多负心的人就是以自己为中心而辜负了伴侣，但大部分在事业上很有成就的人无一不是以自我为中心的，以自我为中心就容易出轨，当中我们又怎样去平衡呢？世界上有在事业上永远不满足而在爱情上一个就够的人吗？当中你又怎样选择呢？大前提是幸福的话，到底我们要跟随有野心或甘于平凡的人呢？大部分野心都是属于自我为中心的而大部分甘于平凡的人才容易从一而终。矛盾...矛盾，就像刺猬和情侣之间拥抱的矛盾那样矛盾。其实.....做什么都随你兴趣吧！

Moody

2009-12-17T17:54:00.002+08:00

I guess i moody just because not enough sleep for this 2 nights.. Opps.. Is should said didn't sleep for 2 nights at all since it i got 2 papers to sit for this 2 days.. Damm..

Overall i can said goodbye with those papers already.. I study those parts just didn't out at all.. Congra to me to repeat those units..

This saturday night gotta attend the camp fire in my secondary school.. Quite miss those activities.. Meet those junior & fool with them first.. Haha.. Stay tuned..

She already finish up her final & gonna enjoy with her holidays.. But i still got 1 more remaining week to go.. Sob.. Anyways.. Pretty.. Enjoy your holiday la.. =)

I guess time to stop already.. Tata..

First paper in this trimester = KO

2009-12-16T15:21:00.004+08:00

I just finish up my first paper in this trimester. Totally no confidence about that paper since i get the wrong info from others. Shit.. I guess it may fail for this subject. Quite worry about it.. I spent my sleeping time to study on it & some of the part that memorize is not coming out on this exam.. Damm it.. Tomorrow i still gotta sit another paper.. Haiz..

Really hope tomorrow's that subject can out about what i know & don't be so tricky for those question..

Lazy to continue on it by now.. Bye..

Because of you

2009-12-12T18:39:00.004+08:00

一个苦者找到一个和尚倾诉他的心事。
他说：“我放不下一些事，放不下一些人。”
和尚说：“没有什么东西是放不下的。”
他说：“这些事和人我就偏偏放不下。”
和尚让她拿着一个茶杯，然后就往里面倒热水，一直倒到水溢出来。苦者被烫到马上松开了手。
和尚说：“这个世界上没有什么事是放不下的，痛了，你自然就会放下。”
你可能觉得难过
因为无论你对她怎么好
她都不领情
她不是看不到
她只是装作看不到
或者她根本不想看到
你觉得自己很喜欢她
甚至觉得再没有一个人可以像你那么喜欢她
你用尽全力对她好
把她看的比自己还重要
有什么事情第一个就想到她
联系不到她的时候你担心她担心的快疯了
然而你有没有想过
这并不在你的责任范围
而且很有可能她是在躲着你
她受不了你对她那么好
不要一直发短信给她
不要一直找她
你也许只是想找她说说话
你觉得那很正常不算苛求
但是也许她并不这么想
记住你的想法不代表她的想法
你是真的不求回报的在喜欢她吗
你扪心自问一下
你确定不用她回报什么吗
那为什么你会难过
若是真的一无所求
你又怎么会觉得难过呢
所以别觉得你那么爱她是伟大的
也许她根本不在乎你怎么为她付出
有时候你给她的爱或许是种负担
这种负担只会让她更加想远离你
因为她不想亏欠你
别事事为她担心为她张罗
你觉得她没有你不行
你觉得别人做不到你那么完善
但是你要清楚
你不是她要的那个人
你做的再完善也敌不过人家不做
那个位置本来就不是你的
你何必硬要挤上去呢
你说道理你都懂只是你做不好
喜欢她不是你的错
想关心她不是你的错
控制不住自己不是你的错
但是那是你的方式
人家不一定就能接受你这种所谓无私的爱
所以如果你喜欢她她不喜欢你
那么就请你默默的
别试图让她知道
就算你会难过甚至难过的流泪
就请你默默的
就算是逼自己也好
一定要忍着

傻孩子．
忘了吧．
所有你留恋的．
你回忆的．
你拥有过的．
那些．
都已是记忆．
缺失并不可怕．
可怕的．
是无法面对．

傻孩子．
你无法轻易忘记放弃．
是因为你付出过．
付出了．
她就会像柱子一样扎根在心．
不要刻意去逃避．
刻意忘记．
那只会让你更痛苦．
绕开这个柱子．
寻找未来的幸福生活吧．
那里．
有你的理想．

傻孩子．
开始新的习惯吧．
习惯．
每天一个人生活．
习惯．
一个人过生日．
一个人行走．
习惯．
走过熟悉的路．
面对熟悉的景．
你逃不掉．
逃不掉的．
那么．
就勇敢面对．
现实．
现实是．
一切．
画上了句点．

傻孩子．
勇敢看着镜子中的自己吧．
这个悲伤软弱满面憔悴的自己．
这也是你．
成长中的你．
这个你．
正在逐渐死去．
新的你．
即将重生．
找寻你的路．
你的未来．
你知道的．
所有的浩劫．
都是成长的祭奠．
做最好的自己．
即使．
一个人．

傻孩子．
好．好．尽情发泄吧．
剥开自己的心．
用文字．
用声音．
用所有能发泄的方式．
泄完了．
就要振作．
看吧．
你失去的．
其实微不足道．
还有那么多人关心着你．
以不同的方式．
所以．
你并不孤独．
正是这样的失去．
让你看清现在所拥有的幸福．

傻孩子．
别哭．
别再哭．
不值得．
真的．
不值得了．
把过去尘封吧．
别委屈．
别不甘心．
别不接受．
开始新的旅程吧．
去遇见新的风景．
新的际遇．
做你该做的事吧．
有很多事．
等待着你完成呢．

傻孩子．
生活褪去了曾有的颜色．
暂时宁静．
别沉沦在这片宁静里．
那会毁掉你．
你要明白．
虽然残忍．
但这个决定．
足够正确．
现在的生活．
不是你想要的．
为了你的理想．
你必须学会适时放弃．
给对方最好的关怀．
就是．
变的更好．
更强大．
更幸福．
现在我对你很好、很好、很好，
你不需要、你无所谓、你不在乎，你不珍惜。。。。
当某天，你被伤害，想起我。
那时的我再也做不到像现在这样一如既往、不顾一切的对你好了。。。
因为那时的我，已经将你放下。。。。

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Joseph's Says

没有走不下去的爱、只有不争气的恋人、一个男人愿意给女人多少时间、就是他有多爱她

人生金句

Reminder for it

过了第一天！

Argument?

My lovely girl

Simple talk..

神经一刻！

Simply notes

Tired day..

Tired..

Finally got a break..

我想了解你多一点！

Happy Birthday to me..

Bloody Final is around the corner

I'm back..

心肝宝贝

Happy Day for it

包租婆来收租啦！

Happy for the First Time

分享一下！

二十年后的今天！

1st post for August

Hero

Sleepy..

开心的星期四

天下的小孩都是一样的。。天真 可爱。。

就是你！

Children Home Task..

You are different..

钢铁般坚韧的心！

Happy time..

Quite fun for today.. Is it?

我还是在傻！

我累了！放下吧！

废男人！

我知道该怎么做了！

Is over

Totally suffer for that words

分手不是要你不去爱一个人....而是让你学会如何爱惜自己

知道了更痛！

Try to be busy for something

Already gone

1st day of July

Look likes a stranger

Week 5

Still dumb by today

Brand new day

对不起，我不再等你了

单纯的喜欢

Don't know why..

I'm back

Finish the stupid final..

Bloody Final..

Just simply a post..

请不要伤害那些外表开心的人

Fall to hell from heaven

Get to know what you want by now..

Stupid mood comes again..

Happy Birthday.. Sweetie..

Life is upside down

Emotional..

I'm sorry for it..

Just enjoy by now first..

Sounds weird..

I'm back again

Happy Chinese New Year & Valentine's Day

Hi..

My critical thinking?

Opps.. My project 365 will be suspend for awhile

Project # 10 - My humble rig

Tired..

Project # 9 - Home Made Sandwich

Home Sweet Home

Project # 8 - Time for the reference book?

Project # 7 - New toys

Project # 6 - I drop one subject already

Project # 5 - My Study is Started

Project # 4 - Lelong my computer rig

天下的小孩都是一样的。。天真可爱。。