Just saw a music video which come from my friend there.. Quite touching & think to share on it.. Will you all will be like this if you found someone that you loved? Haha..

Would you dance if I asked you to dance?
Would you run and never look back
Would you cry if you saw me crying
Would you save my soul tonight?

Would you tremble if I touched your lips?
Would you laugh oh please tell me these
Now would you die for the one you love?
Hold me in your arms tonight?

I can be you hero baby
I can kiss away the pain
I will stand by you forever
You can take my breath away

Would you swear that you'll always be mine?
Would you lie would you run away
Am I in to deep?
Have I lost my mind?
I don't care you're here tonight

This song is for you by purposely.. Enjoy for it.. Sweetie..

Just back at home only, that japanese activity not interesting at all. Atleast still got you accompany me go for it. Hehe. I was inform you that i still waiting for it. Remember it please.

I dislike that "W" jokes. It cant be others anymore. Ok?

Later gotta back Kampar again.. Sleepy..

Still noticed that i have one assignment havent complete yet. Oh my gosh.. I really wanna have a sleep by now..

Lazy to write already.. Bye..


Me & Lovely G@L

今早就起身做司机然后去上学，其实我也要上课的。
然后想想下，放学后要回家一趟去交帮我弟弟交表格。
你也跟着回去。哈哈！
一路中还好，只是挨打而已。
死命讲人家是非，
害到我忘记我想做自己的东西了。
晕~~
我带你去我家，你能记得吗？
然后你又告诉我这里是哪里哪里。不错哦！
能了解多一下。
然后你又说想吃Keropok，我就陪你去买咯！
真的好吃极了，没想到你竟然会这样做。简直就是甜！
我说吃太多，会喉咙痛，你就强逼我去吃药。
可是很累，但是很开心的。
不写了。。
今天是妈妈的生日哦！生日快乐！

小孩果然是上天赐给大地的最好礼物。
天真无邪的笑容，
虽然前面的路是那么艰苦，
还是笑得那么地灿烂尽管没有家人的保护，
但是还能坚强的活下去。
就算你有多么的冷漠，
小孩的笑容也会溶化你冰冷的心。
看到小孩的笑容，
自己烦恼也只会先丢在一旁。
原来一个小小的魔术，
少少的天真，
真的可以让小孩快乐起来。
一个小小的关怀给于个小孩，
小孩笑也笑得甜蜜一些。
现在才知道我比你们幸福多了，
我会抽点时间来看你们的。
你们记得要继续灿烂地活下去！

经过那次的活动后，我真的可以肯定地告诉你。
那个人就是你。
我不想再后悔了，所以才告诉你那些事。
我答应你很多事，我也一定会尽力去做好它。
我说下次我肯定会抓住不放的，你竟然说“Hai la”。
哈哈！开心死了！
我一定会等你的。
一起加油吧！

It was super tired for today. But i really enjoy for this with my fellas. Appreciate for their works. We gather up in 12pm & reach in ipoh around 1pm. After we just separate to do our own task. We all able to make them fun & cheerful. Some of them even might be lost control already. Haha. Really fun. Plan to go for it by next time. We go hang up in McD to have a meal after we finish the activities. Task Completed.

Most happy is I was surprising that you also want follow with me. Hope you are enjoy with me for today activities. Thanks. Those kids ask me those question really straight & make me really shame to answer them. But i really hope it will come truth. Hehe.

Just simply write down a few sentences. Sooner i will rearrange those photo & pump it up. Stay tuned.


God-daughter -> Shan Shan


My family.. ^^


Act cute by together..


She is cute..


Big Family Photo


Why i become this?

More photo -> Please click My photobucket

I think you are different because i really need you at all.
Don't ask me why?
I really cant give you the answer.
Nothing much you going for change by your own.
I will accept all of it.
Be yourself.
I love to call you that word not matter how.
I will follow all the promises that i make to you.
It wont be change until the end.
Today you give me a call to tell me that both of it also no battery.
I just be stunned over there & thought what so urgently.
But anyways thanks for it & i really happy.
Thanks for concern my feeling by that time.
But i still can't be sitting quietly to wait for it. Sorry.. Hehe..
Tomorrow will gotta have a good activity.
Hope all will going smooth.
Stop over here. Bye.

这几天我们有聊到一些话题，
我知道你也有在想如何解决。
我可不想逼得你太紧了，
始终还是那句话，我依然相信！
当你觉得那是时候的话，
就告诉我吧！
这样会好吗？
加油吧！
就当作是一种考验，
面对和解决它！
没有伴随着痛楚的教训是毫无意义的，
因为人若不牺牲些什么，
是什么都无法得到的。
但当忍受过这种痛楚将其克服的时候，
人就会得到不输给任何事的坚韧的心。
没错！钢铁般坚韧的心！
希望会成功！哈哈！

送大家一首好听和有意思的MV！

It was fun to chat & play around in this two hours for yesterday night. I didnt expected that we able to laugh & gossiping. At first, i thought just a simple nagging session only. Who knows i able to turn it quite long period. Really happy one by that time. Hope you also will be same with me. You looks so serious when play that game. Hehe. Still far away to complete it la. Sorry for make you sleep lately. Please don't tell your mummy ar. =)

This morning already rush back to Kampar since gotta attend my bro convocation. Sleepy during i drive that time. At there i just busy up to help my bro do this & that. Aiks. Looks like a maid & drive.

Around 12pm. The ceremony is finish. Photo shooting time is begin. The weather is super duper hot during that period. Luckily i still be smart i run into hall & get air cond. Haha.

After that i received a call to ask me fetching them back to Ipoh. At first, i think follow them go shopping at Jusco but since it was jamming over there. So i just be the driver to fetch them go only & after it just fetch them back.

We gotta go for Wong Kok having a meal. I didnt eat at all. Just be the tong sampah to sapu some of it. It was pity. =.="

Quite enjoy for it by today. Don't know is that possible can be like this for everyday? Haiz..

昨晚一整晚都关着灯和躺在床上，连温习都不做。
今天还要考试，考题有些还是不会做因为没有读到。
我不是在怪你，只是我自己的问题而已。
拼命地想结果会怎么样？
昨晚看了一整晚的电话簿，我想不到我可以找谁来聊。
真的聊不出啦！
结果自己就在那边发呆然后睡着了。

今天早上，我朋友看到我死命望着一个方向，问我是不是在等人？
其实那时候刚好我在break，然后我看到你的车路过。
我那时候希望可以远远地望到你。
下午我在Lab时，那时候你还在班上，而我就在外面看着你出来。
我的女同学说要看就直接出去看，不要这里偷偷摸摸。
当看到你一个人走过走廊，我好想出去和你聊聊。
可是我找不到任何话题了，只好能从楼上看着你下楼而已。

我刚刚从金宝回家，在半路Highway突然下起很大雨，简直就看不到路。
突然想起你吩咐我不能驾车不能驾太快！

明天是我弟弟的毕业典礼啦。这么快就轮到他了！恭喜他！
不知道那时候会不会见到你呢？

我说这些不是为了什么，只是突然想写出自己的心情而已！
就算你看到，你也不必想是我来演戏而让你心动！
我还是在傻但是我也不会期望什么了！

这两天我做了很多以前不敢对她做的动作。
其实她可以去报警了！
哈哈，自己在傻笑中！
我和她聊了很多，
也知道很多事情了。
她也烦和顾虑太多东西了。
我的性格是不想你有压力，
所以我才不会说那些话给你听。
早知道你会受到那些压力影响的！
这几晚大家都没什么好好地睡过。
过了今晚大家应该可以好好地休息一下啦！
我对你的好和坏，
在你心中知道就行啦！
以后不必特意告诉我！
最后我也很开心因为我能和你在那一刻，
做到了我一直想做的事情。谢谢！
一年的时间，
所有都已经变成回忆啦。
答应过你的事，
我始终还是办不到。
我应该至少有点改变吧！
哈哈！
那几天的承诺，
也不会有机会到来了。
明天还要考试了，
还没动过书。
惨！加油吧！

刚刚看到某个人的facebook，
我看到他写的内容简直就火大到想砍他。
虽然我不懂他是不是写关于她的。
可是我想说的是如果当一个女孩决定放弃了一个男孩。
你觉得她真的不难过吗？
你身为一个男孩有那个必要去这样形容来损那位曾经喜欢过你的女孩吗？
不要以那些无聊的废话来挽回女孩的心！
你以这样的语气来报答她对你的感情，你自己不觉得可耻吗？
这简直就是幼稚的想法！
她是真的有想过和挣扎过，然后再决定的。
我不想她看到你的内容而不开心！
每个人都是有选择的权力的，
既然有缘就聚在一起，而没缘只好放弃。

虽然结果不是我想要的！可是我问心无愧，我尽了力就别再留恋了！你也要好好加油吧！突然看到有人链接这首歌，那个歌词简直就是打到我心里去。歌词如下：欣赏一下吧！那我就是现在要做的咯！

分开之后另一年的春天
记忆也像下雪一样溶解
那些有你在身边的影片
呼的一声飞得老远老远
爱在夏天过完之后锁在秋天
当爱过多年之后的我好了一些
雨后的天上彩虹出现衬出一片蓝天
我在淋过一场大雨之后的晴朗
那是春雨里洗过的太阳
每个冬季带来失落伤得多深
然后忽然看懂云的形状
if you listen to the rhythm of the pouring rain
那是春雨里洗过的太阳
每个冬季带来失落伤得多深
每个呼吸都是新的芬芳


分开是另一年的春天
记忆也像下雪一样溶解
那些有你在身边的影片
呼的一声飞得老远老远
爱在夏天过完之后锁在秋天
挨过冬天之后的我好了一些
雨后的天上彩虹出现衬出一片蓝天
我在淋过一场大雨之后的晴朗
那是春雨里洗过的太阳
每个冬季带来失落伤得多深
然后忽然看懂云的形状
if you listen to the rhythm of the pouring rain
那是春雨里洗过的太阳
每个冬季带来失落伤得多深
每个呼吸都是新的芬芳

流下的眼泪留下了智慧
爱情会天亮也一定会黑
世界会等我它问我冬天过去没

我在淋过一场大雨之后的晴朗
那是春雨里洗过的太阳
每个冬季带来失落伤得多深
然后忽然看懂云的形状
if you listen to the rhythm of the pouring rain
那是春雨里洗过的太阳(春雨你的太阳)
每个冬季带来失落伤得多深(伤得多深)
每个呼吸都是你的芬芳
春雨里洗过的太阳

Just finish watch the Uruguay vs Holland. It was a fantastic match. Every goal also quite excited from both team. Final will be who vs who. Stay tuned for tomorrow match either is Germany or Spain only.

She already told me that what she will do for the next. I just be quiet & accept it. Really lazy to suffer for her. Hope all the best for each other. Asking me a due date to get a reply really is stupid action seems like pressuring you to choose one.

I really don't what i will done by future. Take it easy. Time might will change all of us. I think gotta have a sleep by now. Headache.

I really didnt notice that i will be the third party on it already. Seems like i just be stupid at all until now. What i suppose to do by now? Totally lost.

Thought wanna get a talk & make it all clear. Who knows i really can't accept for it. Sor zai, you really useless! I told myself.

Suddenly just wanna be this & later just wanna be that. What the hell? You thought me as what? I also don't know.

I rather to accept all the stuff also don't want you be suffer anymore. I still wanna continue with it & i said wont be get any scar in my mind. Am i blindly to be this already?

Lazy to talk. Just spam over here my feels. Bye!

我的朋友刚刚在Facebook放给我看的！鼓励一下我！非常感激！谢谢！文章如下，阅读一下吧！

他的离去令你领悟了多少呢？

除了伤心，除了难过，

你领悟了分手背后的意义了吗？

分手的表面只是将相爱的人分开，

分手的背后却是将错误的人送走，

或许两个人的确是真心相爱的，

可分手却从来都不需要什么理由，

正如你爱上他也不需要任何理由，

会分手的就一定不会是合适的，

真心相爱的人可以排除万难，

分手就是有其中一方不够努力...


分手不只是一种领悟，

更是一种变相的成长，

分手的疼并不是只要你的眼泪，

而是要让你明白爱情里的真谛，

分手并不是要让你的心灵创伤，

而是要让你学会自我痊愈的能力，

分手并不是要让你一个人到老，

而是要让你学会独立照顾自己，

分手并不是要你不去爱一个人，

而是让你先学会如何爱惜自己，

如果连你自己都不懂爱惜你自己，

又有什么人会懂得爱惜你呢？


或许这样的成长不是你想要的，

但你并没有选择的权利，

每个人总是要经历伤痛的洗礼，

才会真正地得到成长...

或许这样的方式的确有些残忍，

但也经得起这样的考验的爱情，

才有资格说是真正的爱情吧？


人总是要学会一个人生活，

每个人来的时候只是一个人，

去的时候也不会是两个人的，

能找到一起厮守的人是件幸福的事情，

不能找到一个适合的人也不会怎么样...


爱情与快乐无关，没有爱情一样可以过得很快乐，

因为爱情是两个人的事，而快乐却只是一个人的事...

刚刚才聊起那个话题，讲到一半，自己真的顶不顺了！非常失败！
人真的会那么善变吗？我还在自己欺骗自己应该去信任她！
当时是怎么承诺的呢？最后会变成这样！
真的开始心慌啦！我会挨得过吗？
必须透透气啦！简直就是想死的感觉！
不能期望什么了，朋友可能说得对。
当她真的对你有意思的时候，什么都不是问题。
根本不会考虑什么来和你在一起。
如果她不是喜欢你，她只好拖你而已！
好恐怖啊！死心吧！

I didnt sleep for whole night by yesterday & now i also havent sleep yet. Insomnia already. Today i try to make myself full of schedule. Keep on busy for my car stuff. Thought today going to get the Canon 550D but who knows the shop is closed by today. No luck! Really can't ignore the feelings at all even that i doing my stuff.

Just come back to watch that stupid Argentina vs Germany match. The player from Argentina really disappointed. My lovely Messi is gone. Sienz.

This two nights be the driver to fetch people back from work. =.=a

Ok. Stop over here la. Is the time to go out for support Spain to lose. Haha. Bye.

Nothing much i can do since the fact is showing like this. Keep on asking myself to accept it since i don't have any choice. We might be in this messy relationship for a year already & now it was ended. Just feel a bit surprise only. I gotta sad on it for whole night & keep on thinking about it. Don't want torturing who & who anymore by now. Must be matured enough by now. Thank for those who willing to consult with me. Life still will proceed on.

It was a brand new day for this month. Hope it will be the better than previous one. Actually i plan to write this post by midnight one. But i fall asleep earlier. Maybe too tired already. So just use this break time to post on it.

Quite hard to survive for it by this & previous week. Insomnia by few days. Assignment, mid-term, football & personal issue. Still stuck on it. Haiz. Luckily i still got someone to chat & talk some on it. Thanks to shaz & catlyn. Really quite good to communicate with you all. :)

Already stop my 016 for certain period. Don't want let it interrupt my life. Just slowly make it gone first. Honestly, I'm still weak & not matured enough to handle this kind of condition yet.

Yesterday i just received a message which is asking me "don't speed". Don't know why suddenly just feel the happiness from that text. It was so sweet. Really quite miss you. How about you? I really don't want to be so stubborn to keep continue like this anymore. Suddenly i want this & that. It was tired & torturing. Maybe i agree to stop on it will be the best solution. Let the time pass through it.

Okies, i guess thats all for by now. Gotta stop over here by now. Thanks for read.